Jia Min :)

2009-09-14T15:17:00.003+08:00

I've moved to smwhr ... Temporarily or what, idk.
You'll have to guess the link :D

______onsugar.com
(P.S. It's the name I usually use)

(L)
JM.WOO (:

*There is a big big hint here oh! o.o

2009-09-10T15:39:00.003+08:00

You have an empty feeling that comes from within
You long to share your feelings but no one will listen
You reach out for open arms, but nobody is there
Your tears fall to the ground, but nobody cares
You pick up the phone, but have no one to call
You feel overwhelmed; your mind is a crawl
You lay in your bed in the light of the moon
Just so you don't see those who aren't there for you
The flames spark inside you and heat up your fear
Your thoughts are suicidal, your days are so drear
Emotional fires burn up in your head
Fires of love and pain and regret
Consumed in your own darkness, you slowly fade away
Your once blue and sunny sky has turned to clouds of gray

2009-09-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

FINALLY. Holidays have really started ~~ Woohoo!!!
But have a lot of hw. I mean, like, A LOT. Blame tht f.tan. She's forcing us w hw, for goodness' sake. Like tht will help -.- & oya!!
You know today got one question 3 ppl in the class dk, so she nvr go thru, then ask us go to her & she'll "help" us right? Omg. i totally regretted going there :@ All she said was some crap. Yes, crap that we alr know. Come on lah, we're 12 lo. Don't nidda keep repeating things right? Not like we're three year-olds, mrs.

El compo came back. Not the 36.5 that I actually needed for a band 1(85), but I guess 33 is pretty good. Su Chen got 33 too, & guess what? A*(91) mans!!! Pro right? Haiz, I only got 83.25, suck eh? Expected at least 86, to conunt as a improvement. HCL? I'm pretty glad with it, woohoo!!! 76.5, the ppr get 44.5 & compo 31(YES! :D Highest Keane, 33) One more thing I wanna share with you'll! You'd better thank me for this, Cheryl (JKJK!) She got 36.5 for english compo! Super pro right? Mostly error-free somemre! :)) Congratz!

So, anyway, to end this off, just wanna say tht, my overall marks is 325.75/400. No good. If I wanna go into my dream school, this is definitely not god enough.
Random : Realised tht I've sent 510 smses this month; haven't even one month yet LOL. :B I ♥ smsing yeah!

2009-09-07T15:05:00.002+08:00

Taken from somewhr, but I forgot the url O:

1. You are friendly or un-friendly people?
- Mostly friendly ohh! (: But to some ppl, nah. They don't deserve it anw!

2. Whats your real name?
- Jia Min. Okay, Woo Jia Min.

3. What do you think of yourself?
- I'm a girl who is super emo & unsure of myself. No confidence.

4.Do you love your life that you are having now?
- No. Definitely not. I can't wait to change it soon.

5. Are you a female or a male?
- Female. Duh.

6. Name 10 of your friend :
1. Su Chen
2. Ashleigh
3. Cheryl
4. Vanessa L
5. Vanessa G
6. Hazel
7. Victoria
8. Annette
9. Yi Ling
10. Wan Qing
(Please. All the names are randomly chosen. In no order of like "best" or sth. Just who appeared in my mind first, LOL.)

7. What if one day number 1 and 3 fight what will you do?
- (Su Chen & Cheryl) Er, it prolly won't happen.

8. Have you think of number 4 and 5 being togather?
- (Vanessa L & Vanessa G) One word. Lmao.

9. Say something about number 2.
- (Ashleigh) SUPER SMART :) & super nice!!!

10. Is number 9 a friendly people?
- (Yi Ling) Guesso?

11. Will you think number 10 is a attitude person?
- (Wan Qing) Nah, definitely not :-)

12. Do number 6 and 7 know each other?
- (Hazel & Victoria) Duh -.- V good friends somemre!

13. who is number 5?
- (Vanessa G) A friend of mine? Haha, x3.

14. Do you get along well with number 8?
- (Annette) Yup! But we aren't like, close friends or anyth.

15. What are you doing at 11am today?
- In school. Dai Lao Shi's lesson, during HCL corr lor.

16. What do you drink for breakfast today?
- Some kinda weird bread .__.

17. This june holiday, who do you spent the most time with?
- It's who did you, not who do you! (ROFL) Er, my bro I guess. Zzz.

18. Do you enjoy blogging?
- Ya. If not I'd would have deleted my blog loooooong ago!

19. What your e-mail address?
- jiamin_1997@yahoo.com.sg // jiamin_97@hotmail.com

20. Do you love english or science?
- I like EL a lot, or at least I used to. Don't really liked it this year, hai. Science? NO WAY. So neither.

21. Who do you last talk to when you are in MSN?
- Who did -.- Cheryl. Nobody online now :(

23. How old are you?
- Eleven & 3/4!

24. Do you like being a female or a male?
- Idk. Have never been a male so can't choose, right?

25. What your handphone brand?
- Sony Ericsson.

26. How many siblings you have?
- One. Younger. Brother.

27. Do you enjoy going to school?
- Sometimes ... This year not really.

28. Giving you a chance to quit school, will you do that?
- If after tht I'm gonna get home tutoring? YEAH MANS! :-D

29. Do you find your parent reasonable when they scold you?
- Not really all the times. Cuz sometimes it like their misunderstand me.

30. Are you that type of person that like to pissed people off?
- Don't think so. It's probably mre of people pissing me off.

31. What are you going to do later?
- Watch teevee. (Slack, hai.)

32. Do you love holiday?
- Obv? But not supplementary, lol.

33. Do you love shopping?
- Sometimes lah.

34. Whats your favourate colour?
- Sky blue ;P

35. Do you drink coffee?
- Hate it! (But cold one can lah.)

36. You prefer eating spicy or salty food?
- OMG. I love both.

37. Everytime when you on your computer what's the 1st thing you do?
- It's switch on, not on. But anw, msn.

38. What type of music you like?
- Nothing in particular.

39. If someone call you a bitch what will you do?
- I don't really care. The person himself/herself is also a(n) bitch/ asshole.

40. What will you wana work as when you grown up?
- Haven't thought really like yeah ... about it much. Recently thou, decided to be a magazine writer (there's a proper term for it rightt?)

41. Do you believe in true friend?
- I used to. But then realised tht, your "true" friends are the people who will betray you the most.

42. Have you think of changing school?
- Have you thought, not think! Yep. A few times.

43. Will you feel left out in class?
- Damn it, I always do.

44. Who do you trust the most?
- People who have stuck by me throughout the years. Parents, family, some friends. Yeah, you name it.

45. You prefer being in crush or being love by someone?
- Being love by someone.

46. How many family member you prefer with?
- All. :B

47. Do you love taking picture?
- Hate it. I don't believe in "Picture speaks a thousand words". It's crap to me.

48. Will you like to have a pet?
- Nah. Please, it all died ><

49. Which shopping place you like the most?
- Nowhr in particular.

50. What time you sleep last night?
- 11 pm.

F.Tan is crazy, give so much hw. Hai. HCL got 45.5. Not bad, I think. Bye. Supp class tmr, sigh. My father is coming back to Singapore today. I hope he got some interesting things, haha. ^^

2009-09-05T10:59:00.004+08:00

Friends forever :-) Thanks for always being there for me! No matter what happens, I know I can depend on you 2 forever & ever. All the best for psle! I know you 2 can do super well :-D

2009-09-04T22:34:00.005+08:00

I'm so disappointed in myself. What type of crap results is that? :( For english somemore. I don't know alr ah. No mood to blog. No mood to talk. No mood to do anything. Why can't I EVER be good at sth? My english sucks. Maths sucks. Science sucks like hell. Chinese sucks. Forget it ... i didn't really study for this anyway. Regretted it a lot. To think that english, the subject which I thought will get the best in, will have gotten such lousy results. This year also lost interest in english, bcuz didn't really like Mrs Low. Miss Kaur was the one who inspired me, that's why I did well last year. This year my compo also very lan D: Everything is. Deproving like siao. Hai. Really dk PSLE how. Distracted by those people, can't concentrate properly.

Zenry Goh stole my memory card. Phone memory card. When I alr was in a damn bad mood. Stupid freaking idiot. Still keep denying that he didn't. Wanna report liao, really can't be bothered. All my Shanghai & HK trip photos there, plus my music etc. WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME >:( I hate him like hell. Urgh. Then somemore still go cut his wrist. I don't care. He wants to die then go commit suicide, but return my memory card 1st.

Vanessa Low's father smsed me. Ok, the whole sms goes along the line of, "she is distracted by all your sms & I blame you for her bad results ". Ok, crap. Like I only smsed her yesterday? & asking abt the DHS thingy. (I didn't get into dhs through DSA, happy?) But she started saying abt tom felton & we launched into some other topic. The thing is, during prelims I didn't even sms her lah. & why blame me for her bad results? Hai, Vanessa's father confiscated her phone, must tell me meh ... Not like I'm going to sms her anytime soon. I score very badly, my mum also didn't blame anyone except me (DUH). Didn't bother to reply him anyway. Sian :

2009-09-03T15:33:00.007+08:00

Received like, 3/4 of the results back today :B
Face reality, Jiamin, you're so gonna work hard for psle, or else, THAT'S IT, you're so gonna not get into dhs/rgs/wtv good school tht you wanna go.

79.5 for normal chinese (stupid oral & mcq, pulled me down so much lor. Urgh) 87 for maths, omg (section c I got 53!!! ;DD & I was actually making a bet w Reuben, saying tht if I get above 50 I'll do wtv he wants -.- It was so UNEXPECTED, for goodness sake! Got the speed + ratio question wrong, as presumed.) 26 for section A english (haiz, v low.) Okay, dont wanna talk abt science.

Goodbye ;D Going buffet on sat!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 姑姑! :-D

2009-09-02T14:57:00.003+08:00

Got back a few of my results today (: & yeah, I shld probably tell you'll eh? ;DD So lucky blog readers, here is it! Ps. Finally prelims over. HCL was damn difficult, I tell you. Ok, it was difficult for me == Did you all find it? o.o Tag! :-)

Maths
-> Section A (16/20) (Suck lah, I know.)
-> Section B (18/20) (No method marks for that question lor :@)
Paper 2 probably tmr?
Chinese
-> LC (20/20) (Yeah!)
-> Zuo Wen (33/40) (I'm v happy with this :) OMG. Kay Xin got 34 :-D)
-> MCQ (36/50) (Plus 2 marks liao, but still so low, hai.)
-> Oral (36/50) (I don't do well in oral :'( )
Haven't got back OEQ yet. Tmr bah.
English
-> LC (20/20) (WOOHOO!!! Full marks agn! Don't nidda copy ;P)
Ok, supposingly we got super lousy for Section A, losing to 6H.
The rest tmr/next week.
Science
-> 15 questions, lost 6 marks alr. >:(

TTFN!!! :-D
Gonna go watch teevee, read books, relax for a while (:
Bought This Charming Man. (Thanks V!)

2009-09-01T13:57:00.004+08:00

Miss Ong - Thanks for being such a great teacher! :D She totally inspired me, even though my maths & science wasn't that good. & during the shanghai trip, she was so nice! She lent me her jacket :-) & she had to buy one new one for herself D: Thanks Miss Ong! I hope you'll like the Teacher's Day present that you'll get tmr!
Miss Kaur - My english was quite good last year bcuz of her ^^ Yay! How many teachers can you find who helps a person gets a 85 +, instead of a 75 in less than 6 months? She did! :D Pro right? Really liked her lessons super lot! I rmb the time when we had tht "debate" stuff. Haha, it was a real laugh :-) Thanks Miss Kaur!
Chen Lao Shi - She was really strict last year, & a bit ridiculous, so yeah, not a lot of ppl liked her. But I found her okay, in fact she can be one of my fav teachers :-D I kinda liked the way she teach, except for the mood swings yah. Other than that, she was a great teacher, and I'm sure that this year's 5H will realise that too!
Dai Lao Shi - I liked him since the first day of school cuz he was funny. Yep, even though my chinese uhm, I guess, deproved, I'm sure tht psle I'll do better, with a good teacher like this =D 我会拿到A*的!
Mrs Low - Er, my english, well, deproved under her. I didn't really liked Mrs Low at the start, but yeah, well, got used to her [: Rather ok person, really. I know a lot of ppl don't like her too, but she's okay. I wanna get an A* to make her proud, yay!
Mr Kwek & Mrs Tan - Urgh, srsly, they are two of my least fav teachers. I'll still try to get used to them, I guess, but NOT f.tan, thank you very much. Will do my best, get an A* though!!! :-P

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY :-)

2009-08-31T14:48:00.003+08:00

I'm getting so frustrated. When will you all ever believe me? They hypnotised you, is it? We're talking lesser & lesser now. I don't wanna even make an effort to have a conver w you, cuz I know it will turn out v bad. You believed them. You said I was sensitive. Yeah, right. Let's see who gets the last laugh, ok? I don't wanna lose our friendship just bcuz of this kinda shit. But if you'll force me, I really have to do it ... 6 year of friendship, H. & for V too. It's a really long time you know, compared to 1/2/3 years only.

Enough of emo for a while ^^ Hmm, got some books to recommend ...

The Host (Stephenie Meyer)
Lock And Key (Sarah Dessen)

Okay, the host is what you expect from Stephenie Meyer. Some romance, yeah, but not too much. Not really a lot of sick stuffs. Hmm, nice story overall. Currently w Victoria :D

Lock And Key ... well, Just Listen is still much nicer. Too many sick stuffs & romance in this book for me. Didn't really understand it anw o.o But if you wna read it, you can try. Currently w Victoria too :D

Reading A Fraction of The Whole now.

2009-08-29T10:27:00.003+08:00

I've changed my dream school to RGS.
DHS ... it's over, I'm sorry. Everything is wrong. If you'll get in, how?
So, I have decided, it's for my future. DHS is not the right school for me.
But all this depends if I can go.
Science, lost 8/10 marks alr. Getting an 80 is even impossible.
Su Chen, cheer up :] You'll do better than me.
Jy for psle! (:

My theme will currently be like this until I find a nice one so bear with it kay!

2009-08-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

Stupid freaking wordpress. You happy now? I just deleted ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY NINE posts. All the memories, just gone like this, bcuz of some stupid problem this system had. Today was horrible.
I miss 5I'08. I miss the Shanghai Trip. I miss those happy times we had. I miss the times when I hung out with my true friends. But it's gone, it's all over. On the bright side, hey, all my posts are at my blogger :) Ok, lol. Yeah, was trying to be darn emo -.- Oh well, anytime I wanna move back to blogger, the posts will be back :B
Chinese paper was kinda easy! So far ... uhm minus 1 mark. Zuo wen wrote like 4 and a half pages. I siao alr I know. Zzz.
Ok, gotta go now. Tomorrow RG. Science exam. Shit.

2009-08-26T17:42:00.000+08:00

I realised tht I haven't been posting a normal entry nowdays, so here is it. Everything tht has been happening, study-related, tyvm.

English Paper 1 - SW was ... diary! -winks- Mrs Low did give some clues so thanks, hehe! For compo, I wrote like almost the EXACT SAME THING as SA1 ^^ My creativity sucks, I know. But I wrote 6 and a half pages! Zzz. Luckily managed to finish in time or else no use == Anyway, the pic was super difficult, so only a few people do ( like abt 7 or sth ). The one tht I wrote was also boring o.o Teachers don't really have creavity too, do they? LOL. -hints- So I shld be a teacher when I grow up? NO WAY. NEVER. I haven't thought of my occupation yet :)

English Paper 2 - I didnt't study. I mean, yeah, I didn't. Only looked through Longman for a while. Okay, make it more like FLIP through. Anyway, haven't found any mistakes yet! ~Woohoo~ That's the good thing I guess :D

Maths Paper 1 - Finally, it is going to be revealed. Is the answer 1 -OR- 2? Srsly, idk & neither does tht f.tan. I put "1", but I think it's wrong ( Su Chen also ) Hai, 2 marks gone from here. But overall, it's kinda easy :B

Maths Paper 2 - This is the worst paper in the prelims so far. Darn it. 8 marks gone alr, and I'm sure more will be. It's so difficult, you know. & I totally forgot all the concepts & stuffs. The ratio question was totally off. So was the speed question. The worst thing was that f.tan repeated a lot of times abt the speed one. & I used some dumb method instead :'( I feel like crying. Gonna do so badly for maths, probably 70 + again. But, yeah, recess was screwed, didn't really had the mood for exams, thanks to you all.

Why should I just keep trying?? I don't know. I wanna stop it. This is destroying my entire life, my entire future, you know?

2009-08-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

Private post at wordpress.

2009-08-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

START OF PRELIMS TODAY. :O

Omg. Time passes so fast. I'm still like, "What the hell? Prelims start alr meh o.o" this kinda mood .__. Today listening compre. Tmr English ppr 1 +2. Ok, want me to tell you'll sth VERY shocking? I haven't studied properly yet. Yeah. Abt a month from psle & a day from prelims & I haven't even started. Ok, Jia Min, get prepared to fail the prelims mans. Psle chinese oral was screwed. The examiner like one v fierce & kept asking questions than the other one like keep smiling T.T Aiyha, no matter what it is alr over, which is why I'm totally glad. ORAL SUCK!!!

Woah, was looking at some blogs ... Last year things. Am glad tht we made up yeah :) Wan Qing has been going ard trying to collect signatures bcuz teacher's day is coming & ... No, it's not f.tan or even mrs low la, guess who is it? Miss Ong! 8) Thanks Lynn for coming up w tht brilliant idea! It'll be so kewl for Miss Ong to receive it xD & she deserves it anw, unlike some. Hmm, I gotta go & erm ... study?! Bye & ps tag at my blogspot! (You can link it as tht url too)

2009-08-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

My phone kenna confiscated.
My old phone kenna confiscated.
I purposely make my old phone kenna confiscated.

Stupid. L8r going to watch movie :D Short post! Bye bye ~~

2009-08-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

El Oral was ... Expected, horrible. Stumbled over reading. Mind was blank, completely. Picture discussion kept getting prompt. Conversion sucked even more. Oral is just NOT in my blood, okay?? -.- I suck so you don't need to post unnecessary comments, tyvm :D Ok, heck, I'm going to stop talking abt my screwed-up oral. But tmr is chinese oral so must mug like super hard (it's even tougher then english, oh god) & I don't wanna kenna chinese teacher which was so rude, like the prelims oral one >:( Darn him. On the optimistic side, at least one oral down lah o.o That's the good thing eh?

I cursed my brother. Yes, I DID. He was doing some e-learning thingy, thanks to the psle oral & I was fed-up with him for giving me attitude (come on, he's only p2) so I wished tht the com hanged or sth. & IT DID. Woohoo! *rejoice* & he cld not use it! So now I can & he's too busy sulking ^^ I'm not evil lah, just behaving like a normal older sister, right? ;P He was irritating me non-stop today so I was super pissed what! So don't say I'm rude :'( or else I won't talk to you agn! (I'm high now, tht's why talking rubbish :B)

Gues what I am drinking right now? Bubble tea. Milk tea with pearls. @: My 'diet' obv didn't work! Not my fault okay? My grandmother's! She bought tht drink for me O: & I had to be polite, don't I? OMG. I just remembered sth v imp. You know ytd I was supposed to go for the make-up right? Turned up I didn't know what time. & I went there at FIVE O'CLOCK when it was supposed to be at SIX. So I had to head home, cuz it was until 8 & it takes 1 hr to reach home from there. Wated my time. Two hours. Urgh |: This kind of thing only happens to me. Whattheheck. Anyway. I wanna end this off, with a ...

GOOD LUCK!!! (: Dedicated to all psle people, especially my dearest friends, taking the chinese exam tmr! JYJY!!!

2009-08-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's PSLE English oral & I'm sure I'm going to screw up really badly ): Someone help please! I need to confort V. too :) She's freaked out at being first!
To V : Calm down kay? I'm not much bttr cuz I'm behind Reuben who is behind ya! <3 & don't worry abt it!
Ltr going RG for make-up. Ahh. Anw just took a quiz & I'm worth 26 million. Ok, that's all! Bye =D

2009-08-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IT WHEN TEACHERS FIGHT =D Especially Mrs Low and F.Tan! Currently chatting to ... hmm, you'll nvr guess! VICTORIA TAN JINGZHONG! ;P Yeah! Kewl right? Hehehe -.- Wordpress has some problem. Urgh. I don't wanna change skin leh ): What is wrong with it lah. Everytime like tht. Supid. Stupid. Stupid. Darn it okay.

Anyway I heard some very shocking news O: Supposingly one p5 guy FELL from the 3rd story?! I was like ... ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod when my friend told me. Don't really know what happened, but my other friend said tht he was running & knocked into sth & just fell like tht?! Nothing serious happened to him, thankfully, only some fractures I guess. Oof. At first I thought he was trying to commit suicide. But it's still shocking. Falling from the 3rd story? .__.

Today not much news. I just learnt tht I should move on with life, so well, hehe, happy JiaMin on the way? (NOT.) I'm not going to be some people who laughs all the long (Ding Young ><) but yeah la, I will try. Idk how many times I've said this alr right? Hai. Anw I gotta go now! Anyone can help me with my theme? Tag at my blogspot kay :) Love ya!

2009-08-17T19:52:00.001+08:00

Taken from Candyfloss (Clarissa)'s blog :D ThankYouVeryMuch x3!!!

Are you single or attached?
Ans: Single?! Duh ... & NO plans to change tht yet anw!

Do you have person you like?
Ans: Now? No ... It's a waste of time & effort ): *sniffs*

What is the name of the person you are in love with?
Ans: Hell, no one.

If the person you love and your mum dropped in the sea , who were you save?
Ans: I'd choose to drown w them!

Have you ever hugged someone before?
Ans: Er normally is people hugging me ;P

Do you love your parent?
Ans: What a dumb question. Who won't?

Will you hug the one you love?
Ans: No one!! But no, I won't. I'm not so upfront?!

Are you willing to do anything for your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Ans: Yeah. I'd do tht for my friends as well ... but they probably won't.

Are you jealous now?
Ans: Nope. A DEFINITE nope.

Who the last person that message you?
Ans: Su Chen :D (which was since saturday, for goodness sake. I'm anti-social, I know. Don't care.)

Who is your clique?
Ans: I hate people using the word 'clique'. It's like, assuming it's a group of bitchy people.

Do you want baby in future?
Ans: Idk ... Ask me the question in 15 years time, i guess ^^

Do you perfer mc , kfc , lgs , bk or coffee shop?
Ans: Anything la.

Do you sniff glue?
Ans: NO.

Do you smoke?
Ans: OF CUZ NOT. I hate cigarettes. I hate people who smoke. I hate the person who invented cigarettes!

If your Boyfriend/Girlfriend is 2 timer wad will you do?
Ans: Break up. Definitely. No questions abt it.

Which CCA are you in now?
Ans:C Brownies (Not going to join Girl Guides next year mans)

If you are rich , wad will you do?
Ans: spend a little bit on myself, the rest? Charity.

If the one you love , hold you hand wad will you do?
Ans: I'd probably blush. Hehe :)

If the one you love , reject you wad will you do?
Ans: I'll be uhm ... really sad & maybe even depressed. But life has to go on. So just go & find someone who really ares abt me ...

Wad your fav cartoon character?
Ans: SPONGEBOB!!! (winks to su chen and ashleigh)

Friendship or love?
Ans: Now, friendship. Next time? Idk.

Cookie monster or Elmo?
Ans: Elmo! :D

Are you using a laptop or computer?
Ans: Computer ): suck la, I know.

Do you like lollipop?
Ans: Yep. But I'm kinda on a diet! :B

Do you have a diary?
Ans: Uh-huh. But lazy to update these days.

There is an admirer of yours and he wont die heart , wad will you do?
Ans: See who it is.

If you quarrel with your Boyfriend/Girlfriend and he/she want to break , wad will you do?
Ans: Idk ... I'll probably just break w the person ...

Are you blur?
Ans: Er, yah ><

If you can have your hair dryed , wad colour will you want to be?
Ans: Don't want to dye lah ~~(ltr like mrs low!!!)~~ ;P

Who the last person you chat in your msn?
Ans: Can't remember.

How many girl/boy have you beaten before?
Ans: ZERO.

If your Boyfriend/Girlfriend dont love you anymore , wad will you do?
Ans: Uhm, I said sth like tht above?

Wad school are you in?
Ans: TaoNan. Graduating soon [:

Haha. Finished! Anyone wna do just do k :)

2009-08-15T10:45:00.002+08:00

Ask me for my wordpress. (Only for people who I ddin't notify.)
160th post. I'm gone. Bye, my blog, it's coming to 1 year now.
Everything has to end, love.

2009-08-15T10:06:00.002+08:00

:D Alone at home now. Mum & QR went for his swimming lesson (Urgh.)
Dad went to work. Well, he is changing job in 2 weeks time. OMG. Yeah, he will be home the whole day ): which will be ... Just basically crap. this whole week suck, bcuz of YOU. Wonderful. I really really felt horrible. Yet ... You'll were never there for me.

But I know people who were there for me. Su Chen, Ashleigh & many other people who I may not have seen their appreciation yet. They are the people who cared. Who listened. Who respected. & I'm really thankful to them for doing all those things. They never backstabbed me or betrayed me, especially not silently. Nvm. It's depressing to talk about those who HAVE betrayed me.

Uhm, anyway, gna import everything to wordpress. Moving there officially. So, well, bye blogger ~~

2009-08-13T15:14:00.001+08:00

Silent Betrayal.
" The people closest to you are the ones who will betray you the most. "

You saw my tears fall, yet you did nothing ...

2009-08-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer this and tag 15 people, including the person who tagged you.

1. What color is your toothbrush?
Er, orange? I change toothbrush every 3 months ok ><

2. Name one person who made you smile today?
Vanessa Low :D & clarissa phuan too!!!

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
*yawns* having SCIENCE. most hated subject :'(

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Slacking at my grandfather's.

5. What is your favorite candy bar?
Hmmm ... a lot lah!

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
OBVIOUSLY NOT RIGHT.

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"Oh, okay."

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Chocolate!!! :)

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water.

10. Do you like your wallet?
Ya, i guess. It's a new one (just bought in june)

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Noodles. Lunch :D

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nope.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
SHHK meet. the aitong ppl! -urgh-

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Salty. I HATE sweet ones!

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
My phone kenna confiscated, ok? .___.

16. Ever go camping?
Yeah! it's rly fun ;P

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
Yep yep yep (: unless lazy. hehe.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
I'm a free thinker.

19. Do you have a tan?
Nope ... well, I DO have, but not a lot ... Even though I used to go swimming every week last time.

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
The other way round ^^

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
DUH!

22. What did your last text message say?
Phone confiscated ok???

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to school ... See tht F.Tan. What else?

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
The window.

26. What color is your watch?
White/Purple or Dark Blue. i have a few ...

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
IT ROCKS!!!

28. What is your birthstone?
Not sure ...

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Drive through!! It's faster. & i like it :)

30. What is your favorite number?
6.

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
My uncle ... regarding ... something. ):

32. Any plans today?
Yeah, i do. i'm gonna do my hw. sounds interesting? -sarcastic tone-

33. How many places have you lived in?
You mean house or country? House : 2. Country:1 (Haha).

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
Well ...

35. Last song listened to?
It ends tonight.

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Don't think so D:<>

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
No. why be jealous for? i mean, so what if the person is better than you? sometimes those ppl personalities are REALLY BAD. anw you shld be happy w yourself right :B

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
Don't think so! but i don't mind ^^

41. Do you love anyone?
Yep. My friends & family! <3>

42. Do any of your friends have children?
NO. cuz not -.-

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Homework ... Boring old stuffs.

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yeah ... but maybe not hate yet ...

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
I think "hi" is more normally used between my friends & me!!!

46. What color is your car?
I don't have one. if i did, maybe just a simple colour i guess. nothing too flashy & show-offy [:

47. Do you like cats?
NOPE. i hate it!!! -screams-

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Yep ... someone ...

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
what's tht? O.o

50. How did you get your worst scar?
I have two D: did i ever mentioned my clumsiness???

Thanks Sarah (Lim). Got this from facebook ^^
Hehehe. F.Tan didn't come today :B kewl yeah? Btw, I've decided to stop caring.

2009-08-11T16:34:00.003+08:00

This weekend was horrible, terrific, exciting and weird, rolled into one MAD weekend! :) Hehe, elaborations up!

Horrible - I got scolded for my "bad attitude" agn (wth?) & my phone kenna confiscated. Ya, well, idc, ok? Take away all my freedom, but you can't take away my entire life.
The more you try to control my life, the more I will rebel.
Terrific - Well, before my phone got confiscated, I, at least could sms my dear friends :) & we were trying to settle that thing ... Had fun smsing! HEHEHE :D
Exciting - Er, is cycling 5km (ard there) considered exciting? I was just randomly saying tht it was exciting :B
Weird - Well, first the thing tht ... *not elaborating here* My brother was really nice O_o hmm, maybe he had some ulterior motive?

K, so the weekend WASN'T good. But today was, at first ^^
you totally spoiled it. happy? of cuz you're. now trying to make everybody hate us, yeah?
Vanessa Low came back!!! :P Omg, I was super happy & so when I saw her I started laughing uncontrollably (><) Ok, BUT SHE WAS ABSENT FOR SO LONG SO OBV IM LIKE SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!! The 6 of us, back tgt! :) <3>of cuz, it used to be the 7 of us. Kk, goodbye & happy one anniversary! (to sc, at & wq) (7 august)

Update private blog. It's PRIVATE so no one can access it, rmb ok.

2009-08-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

It's over. It has ended. I'm sorry, but it just did.

Private blog here. Please visit! :) (Leave yr email at my tagboard pretty please w a cherry on top!!! -.-) Anw life rocks :B Hehehe.
Except for the fact tht Hazel didn't come as well, ohmygawd. 6I is affected with germs, haha.

jiaminw@bs.com , w love.

2009-08-05T14:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was by far like, almost the most horrible day in my life. Urgh, forget it. Who wants to listen to my rants anw? NO ONE. Su Chen & Vanessa L. still haven't come back yet :( Omg, can you two get while soon, especially Su Chen! Take care k. I will tell you the hw thingy l8r ( was charging my phone so didn't see the message ytd, soz. ) Today there is like piles of it, gosh O:

It hurts terribly you know, when no one cares nor bothers. When the people who cares about you the most aren't there for you. When the people whom you thought cared about you suddenly betrays you. Your life will just fall apart, naturally. Ok, readers, just wanna you to think about this. If your friend, make tht your good/best friend says tht she/he doesn't like your other friend & the person whom she/he hangs out with as well, but the next day she/he suddenly is so BFF-ish with the person, how will you feel?
LIFE ROCKS :D (edited on 6th August!!!)

For me, it's so common(not only this year, last year as well). However, I realised tht I don't control how other people feel. It's their own choice. It's ok if they hang out with the person & everything, but if they start bitching and are very nasty to you, please mention it kay.(It didn't happen to me, lah.)

2009-08-04T16:55:00.002+08:00

Something WEIRD is going on, I tell you :)
It's like, since Su Chen told me about 6F performing the Nobody (Wonder Girls) thingy, I've been hearing it on radios etc etc. & furthermore, on the day she told me, I read the newspapers & it said sth about Wonder Girls. Weird, huh? Anw I downloaded it to my lovely phone alr (: Hehe. Have a total of 89 songs or sth I think. Wanted to download Heartless (Kris Allen) but I think my com got prob so can't lah, at tht time. Lazy to do so now cuz I'm downloading themes!!!

Vanessa L. didn't come today. Fever. Why is so many ppl sick :'(. & ppl whom I like. Can't those ppl be sick .__. I'm feeling like shit. Why must the ppl I'm closest with always make me feel so terrible, idk. Yeah, I know, I'm too quiet. I don't talk. I don't laugh often. But have you ever wondered WHY? Nvm. I'll shut up. Let me just tell you once more, I won't ever like 6I'09. If I do, it'll be because I lost my memory -OR- am DEAD. (Even if I'm dead, I'll not, thinking about it.) The class just suck. :

A lot of hw, thanks to the most absolutely wonderful F.Tan. Thank You super much & you're my fav tchr!!! LIKE REAL. She's the worst teacher. You'll nvr see me thanking her. The tchrs of 6I are really horrible. Except for dai zi, which is kinda ok cuz at least he's funny & seldom scold ppl, apart from marc chua(don't wna talk abt this kinda person ><) & ryan see & brandon ang(he was like, extremely fed-up at him cuz of the zuoye thingy.) I finally got a new school shoe on sunday, after a lot of sweet-talking, crap & promises!!! ;P But I can't wear it, at least not yet. Why? I won't tell you!

2009-08-03T15:59:00.006+08:00

Clarissa♥: Hi :) Np xD TYTY <3
VICKK;P: Don't give me some "it's for fun" crap okay. Anw ty for the wish :D ~~ Sadsad ): That you miss the prelims oral. Come to school tmr lah! (If you can, lol.)

$U €HEN [: I agree. It's SUPER ridiculous. TY :) Hope you come to school tomorrow!

Ok, enough with the replies. You know my oral got two teachers right? The english ones were like DAMN nice. Like super duper nice. But then my chinese one right, one female & one male. The conversation between us:

Me : 我是胡嘉敏，从六毅班的。编号三十八。
Male Teacher : 大声一点！什么名字？
Me : Er ... *Repeats louder*
Male Teacher : 你的英文名字是什么？
Me : Erm, Woo Jia Min.
Male Teacher : 我说你的英文(Sarcastically emphasised.)名字！
Female Teacher : 哦，胡嘉敏啊？坐下坐下！
Male Teacher : 啊，坐坐！

Ok, what's the male teacher prob -.- When he said tht english thing, I was like, wtf? I mean, my chinese name I pronounced as HU jia min, not WOO jia min (cuz it's like this) Srsly, he has super low IQ & EQ. & somemore he's a GEP tchr. Walao eh. Gonna blacklist him from now. Hehe.

2009-08-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

What life is about. I don't know. Stop disappointing me. I trusted you all. I guess things have change. Mistakes after mistakes. You'll said you understand, you said sorry, but did you'll mean it? I won't spoil your friendship. It's all too late. I wish I was ... Nevermind. Maybe I was always an extra. The pain & loneliness I go through, you'll never know. It's time to, well, either for me to change, or for you to change.

2009-07-31T14:32:00.000+08:00

Ok, I dont know WHAT THE HELL is wrong with my internet, so I am just using some idiotic thingy to post this. It may be screwed, sorry, in advance. Today sucked like shit. Everything went wrong. From friends, to studies & now this freaking computer. I'm really darn pissed off, as you can see from my language. Idk what bloody karma is this ok.

First : F.Tan asked me + Victoria to take out all the notices/posters at the back of the classroom. I mean, everytime she also ask the first few people who arrive to do all this. She doesn't have hands meh? Can't do work ah? We're students taking the PSLE this year you know. We don't have all the freaking free time in the world alright. We AREN'T your maids or servants. Anyway, even if we want to help you, we will volunteer by ourselves right? (Who the heck will though.) You don't have to force us to do all those things that you yourself can do perfectly well.

Second : During recess I went with the usual people. I don't wanna eat is my own problem kay. I don't have any frickin' eating disorder. (End up I DID eat though.) So we went to the library. Idk what's your problem. Came up with this kind of ridiculous idea. Ok, you'll wanna hear it? After PSLE, they suggested that we go out with those immature & childish boys from our class. & we'll are suppose to say someone's name each. The absolute idiot Marc Chua was one of them. WTH okay. One of you still want to vote for the horse somemore? Wesley Chai? (He's ok ...) Darren Poh?! Tan Wei Jin?! Toh Ding Young? (Also ok lah ...) Zac Lee? (Ok too ...) I mean, seriously? Are you all joking? MARC CHUA? I tell you, I'm so gonna bail out of this. We're primary school students, for goodness sake. I'm not narrow-minded, but I really can't see what's the point. You'll say it's for FUN. I don't think so. Anyway, after that you'll say don't invite already ah, but what will we do then? Huh? Probably prank call boys, chat on MSN with them, sms them. Everything will all be about BOYS okay. Idk what you'll are thinking k.

Third : Internet spoil. Bloody hell, I hope this post will be saved, cuz I spent super long. Ashleigh & Su Chen both not going to RG l8r. Sick. Get while soon ok! Take care! :) Tomorrow prelim oral. Idk how to not fail : See? Today really, really sucked. & I bet tomorrow will as well. Whattheheck.

2009-07-30T15:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, J.M. here is feeling MUCH happier.
P.S. Anyone got any quiz not? Tag me k! So that I can do :)

OMG, tomorrow must wear Brownies uniform, but mine's too small -.- Haha, I mean seriously, ok?! It really can't fit lah, not the width, the height you bodoh!! *no offence* -innocent face- Idk what to do leh! D: Omg, omg, omg how????????????? Aiyah, I can't pon(ltr big trouble lor), but I can't go there wearing just my PE right? I mean, it's like v weird or sth right(super rude)? Cuz it's farewell party(for us, woohoo!) & enrollment too. But I don't wanna stay back ): Want to come home use com!!! Ok, forget it, tomorrow then settle kay.

These few days haven't been eating breakfast. Same as last year, once more. (Last year was v bad cuz like I stay back almost everyday, so nvr eat lunch as well o.o) Didn't eat lunch on certain days as well. Not hungry what, can I do anyth? It's not bcuz I got eating disorder or some weird thingy k O:
I still miss 5I'08. After 7 months, but the feeling is really fading ... .___. I will nvr like 6I'09 anw, so too bad! Whoops, just remembered sth. Tmr got proj on the bloody SS. F.Tan lah, make us do indivisual (wrong spelling :x) :( Dang it, she's a real idiot. Somemore keep making that stupid bell, zzzzzz.

Su Chen? Get while soon kay! :) I hope the flu is not too serious! Hope to see you in school tomorrow! :D

2009-07-29T17:30:00.007+08:00

5I'08 IS THE <3.

Hey earthlings, I'm back, & with some info on today's happenings! GAT Test was easy. Whattheck, I don't mean THAT easy, but it was easy enough. Not difficult, most definitely! It's like, a lot of ppl didn't finish ah! They gave us 30 minutes, 38 questions mah. The girl next to me left 10 qustions ok. & Lynn(same as me :B) said that a lot of people beside her left 5-6 questions. I, on the other hand, er ... find that the time was much too long cuz I, erm, finished in 15 minutes. At first I thought got 50+ question eh. Ok, so anw, was like checking the whole paper ALL OVER AGN (Yes, I had 15 minutes to spare). Btw, before I start all this, should've tell you'll who else from TNS was there right. Reuben(Arrived at the same time as him -.-), Horse(Mcj) & Lynn. Hahaha. [:

I so wanna go DHS ~~~~~~~ It's my one & only school that I wanna go lah (Will NEVER go RGS, NYGS, SCGS or sth like that kay) & the only one that I applied to! Apply too many also no use right? Have to study really really hard to get 260+ (My father side grandma(the not-so-close to one) seems to think that I can get a 270?! I mean, it's like, scientifically impossible) Hehe. 260 good enough for me alr lah. Not too much stress mah! Ok, it's time for me to go. Will update tmr :) Friday got brownies. DARN. Tomorrow SS proj. CRAP. Ahh, I've been slacking too much :'(

Stop trying to force me k. Yes, I may not be the perfect person. I don't have a good attitude, like you always say. You really did it last night. Scolding me for nothing. I did talk to her ok. Only didn't talk to you. Cuz if I talk to you, it will always end up in PSLE this, PSLE that. Yeah, I have had enough. I won't shed a tear when you scold me anymore. My attitude sucks? Yours even more.

2009-07-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

Heyya peeps :) Was chatting with Clarissa on msn just now! (Clarissa Phuan, I mean) Haha, ok, it was seriuosly weird, cuz idk what to say ==" On the phone + in school as well. K, enough of mutterings!!! Mrs Low didn't come agn. Whattheheck :'( why not F.Tan?! But Mrs Low nvr come also ok lah, cuz can talk mah! Science lesson also rocks can, cuz Mr Kwek doesn't really care if we move to other peep's seats, which is totally kewl & kind :D Dai Lao Shi also ok, just tht sometimes a bit boring, but tht's like 10 % or so only! Mrs Low? Ok lah, especially when she scorld peeps(x.x), it's like, super funny! OKOK, jiamin, enough of teachers & their personalities!!!

Today is the 5 items. Mr Kwek a bit blur or sth lah, ><, thought it was 2.30, end up liang lao shi had to find us & we kenna scolded rly badly .___. i mean, Mr Kwek say whan mah! So anw, we started w inclined pull up. My results? Here :
Inclined Pull-Up : 1st Try : 0 (Points: 0) 2nd Try : 3 (Points : 1)
Sit Ups : 1st Try : 30 (Points : 5) 2nd Try : NIL.
SBJ : 1st Try : 145cm (Points : 2) 2nd Try : 153cm (Points : 3)
Sit And Reach : 1st Try : 41cm (Points : 5) 2nd Try : NIL
Shuttle Run : First Try : 11.5s (Points : 5) 2nd Try : NIL
Total Points Currently : 19

Aiyoh, my SBJ is like, p4 130cm (suck like hell, I know), p5 164cm! I mean, deprove so much leh :( Wth O: Ok, tmr is 1.6! Wish me good luck! Cross fin gers. i hope I can get a v good 5 points! (But still bronze, hai.)

2009-07-27T17:28:00.004+08:00

Did I tell you that I watched Harry Potter ytd????????????
Gawd, IT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(For people who have read the book before?!)
Yeah ~~ Btw, got some poem for special ppl :)
& I hate some people. I'll NEVER be like them next time mans.
Whatheheck, I know I'm in the wrong, but so? Don't need show attitude right -.-

Because existence can become severe
in one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.

Between the miles-
if you need me.
If you need a friend.
Let me be the friend, I want to be.

( Edits )
Currently doing my SS Project, some last minute touch-ups! Haven't prepared the script though. Hai, I feel like a failure. An annoying, un-trustable, dumb, hypocritical & idiotic freak :'( I am killing myself. I can't take it. You know, if I was not scared of blood, I probably won't be here typing this. I will be in some other world, free of pain, maybe happier than I am now? Maybe it's fate that I'm not meant to die so early, that's why it made me be scared of blood. I still feel like a sickening person. A left-out. A hypocrite. A fake friend. A double agent. Yeah, I betrayed the trust you'll put in me. You'll haven't seen it yet, the results of this. I don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe it's for popularity. I used to do it for that. However, I thought I have changed? It doesn't look like it though. I am still the same old Woo Jia Min, as naive as ever.

2009-07-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

OMG, short post today ;X
Gotta go, unless anw kind enuf to post for me? :B
Hahaha. C ya all soon. Mabe tonight?
Will try to use :) Cuz or else next Monday then can =(
<3

& Alice :
CHEER UP KAY?! Hope you're not sad abt tht thing anymore!
Marc chua is a total idiot. Don't take what he says to heart (:
♥ !!!
Esme.

2009-07-21T17:27:00.003+08:00

It has been a year, my friends. The day which changed my whole life.

The day which I stopped trusting people that easily.

210708.

It just so happens to be my grandfather's bday too, so happy bday!!! (:

I broke down today, at the science lab. I couldn't take it anymore.

Remembering that day, that fight ...

Tears rolled down, but I try to hide them, to pretend ......

I failed. You all saw through it. But you all don't know what's the reason.

After a year, we have changed. (The people above & the people I'm mentioning here are DIFFERENT)

We have matured, grown & become less naive.

Especially me.

You know something? The people who I had a fight with one year before?

We're very good friends now. I'll not reveal who it is, though.

Stay friends forever, keep in touch kay? Even after graduation?

<3.

2009-07-20T15:50:00.003+08:00

I am darn pissed. Mondays suck lah :

First person : F.Tan
(When I see her coming, my whole mood spoils. Even if I'm like really happy tht day or sth, she'll totally spoil it. What an idiot. Spoiling ppl's mood. Her lesson? Try listening to it. I assure you no matter what. you'll feel VERY sleepy after tht. Zzz.)

Second person : Marc Chua
(I tell you ah, from the very first day I came into 6i'09, I didn't like him. You totally made me 'screamed' at him. People doing work, he has to keep talking shit is it? I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OK. Do not, I repeat, do not test my patience. Stop it with your freaking nonsense. Yes, a class can be noisy, but not THAT noisy, ok.

These two are the main ones. Gotta go now. Bye.
& Clarissa? Cheer up kay :)

2009-07-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

Heyya! I'm here to answer tags then I'm off to wordpress <3

victoria-jiamin: oh ya and i got FORTY ok . i think its like the lowest in class DD;
No la, come on, it's not k.

victoria-jiamin: PLUS WHO HUH ?? zzz . you like ... HAHAHA xD nice bs;P
Hehe. You know who ah. Don't act blur -.- Anw ty!

C-L-A-R-I-S-S-A♥: Well tks for replying the taggies i know you this few days are busy but hope everything will be fine okay????
Ok, I'm off to tag ya now :) Thanks!
P.S. Not rly busy, just no mood, soz.

$U €HEN [: heyy nice template ;D
wan qing: hi jm, nice skin btw
Hey, thanks! :D

ling: i oso fifty 4 ting xie hahas hi-5 gal
Haha, hi 5! But I dont wna get 5o agn!!! .___.

2009-07-17T16:56:00.001+08:00

HARRY POTTER OPENED IN SINGAPORE YTD^^
Harry Potter Rocks. Rocks. Rocks.

Anyway, I totally am so angry at one teacher (Besides F.Tan lah x.x) She said tht, me + charlotte + I think cheryl DO NOT deserve to be in 6I to Mrs Low. Just cuz she tested us in oral. I mean, how could she? Yes, I admit my oral isn't good, but still?! Maybe she's jealous, like some ppl say. Our written work must be good to get into 6I right? Oral not so good, it's still ok what ... If we get into 6I, MOST PROBABLY either we're hardworking, naturally intelligent or both. I am not going to mention which teacher is this. Anw, fyi, I still got a 25 for oral ... over 30. Urgh, she's unreasonable. You should have seen her comments on my oral ppr. Maybe I'll upload it on here one day.

-Ooof- Forget it. Not worth it getting angry over tht incident. Just probably not gonna forgive her, tht's it. Today was REALLY angry w a lot of ppl. Even some who dk tht I'm angry w them >< Ahh, nvm. Btw, not gonna update my wordpress today. Probably tmr, w lots of juicy infos(Book reviews, harry potter etc) Tht blog is for books + movies + tv shows k? This one is for personal things :D Bye bye ~~

2009-07-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

JIAMINW@WORDPRESS .COM! :)

Please visit ~~ I may like post on there more ah, so visit can ^^ Today noth much. Just tht I'm so utterly SICK of F.Tan (No Offence) & I'm sleepy. Tired too >:( Ahh. Today, I guess I was feeling better ... Improving, improving!

Btw, I'd like to thank someone here ... You know who you're kay! I hope you will visit my blog soon! Thanks for the sms ytd! I hope we will patch back & be good friends again :D Even thou our personalities are now so different ... Nvm! :))

PLEASE VISIT MY WORDPRESS!!! Lol. :B

2009-07-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

WANYU ' ♥: Hey xD Tagged back!
victoria-suchen: Lol, ok, don't argue (: You like her PLUS ... :P
$U €HEN [: Haha, thanks. will tag ya soon!
$U €HEN [: Me too :( her wardrobe DOES sucks :X
victoria: Yo! Okok, dont nidda announce to the whole world -.- Yeah lah, you know.
Clarissa: Of course I'll reply! Thanks!
wan qing: Hi Wan Qing :)
ling: Hi yl! :B
victoria: VICTORIA! HI ;D

Friday was boring ~~ Didn't stay back in school because after RG needed to go somewhr. I wanted to call V at night, but then end up bcuz of some show tht my aunt brought me to watch, ddin't la. Ate MacDonalds thou ^^ for dinner, which was like SUPER late, I tell you. 11 plus. Oh YAY mans, just realised tht worpress can work cuz my dad changed some stuffs. *Rejoice* Gna blog there tmr. On monday right, I received my ting xie marks. Realised that I got FIFTY over HUNDRED. Mygosh. Cuz I didn't learn(;P)(For the first time) then somemre quite difficult. a lot of ppl also got damn low la xx, so I guess it's still okay? Lol.

Today, stayed back in school for Science center trip. Was freaking emo there :( Hai. Is it : Jealousy, Loneliness or what??? Idk myself anymore. OHMY, I am supposed to go & bathe now O: Ltr my dad come back thn start scolding agn. If he is in a bad mood even worse. So anw, I changed my blogskin! Don't like it? Leave a tag ps! Won't condemn you or anyth if you don't like it ok! Btw, random fact : I cabbed home today!!! :B Cuz I was so tired then decided to lor. Waste money thou D: HAHAHA. Am feeling darn hyper now & idk why :@ Bloody Hell(Ty V.L.! Hehe, you know the Ron Weasley(Rupert Grint) guy in Harry Potter? He likes to say this!) Moodswings, moodswings. Jia Min, stop feeling so down. It won't benefit you or anyone. Be happy! What the heck, I'll try.

2009-07-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes thing are just not meant to be, and it will cause your heart to be broken into pieces.

Now on msn. With Victoria etc etc. OMG. I just realised that I haven't started on hw yet O: However I got good reason lah!!! Just now I went to somewhere, so not free at all. Oh well, anyway it's maths + english so I think it's pretty okay?! ;P Especially english because it totally ROCKS! Ok, rofl .____. No offence to english haters :B :B :B I understand kay ~~ Because I myself don't like science :X

Friday, I went to the National Library first, because Su Chen wanted to go home and leave her school stuffs etc. So hanged ard there for like 2 hours or so, then she called me & said she was coming (: I went to the toilet to change, but then I heard someone called me so I turned ard & it was Su Chen :D The time was so accurate! Haha, lol. After that, we went to PP for a while. Lynn was there because she wanted to pass Su Chen the TLM Proj hardcopy which F.Tan actually told them(Su Chen and Wan Qing) to do anyth they want. I mean, how could she say that she suddenly want it? Imagine if they threw it away alr? I hate her even more ==

Not in a very good mood now :( Sorry I haven't been replying tags. Have been busy, emotional, sick ... Yeah, I know, this are all excuses, but v sorry ... D: It has been a real roller coaster ride these few days. I would really like to thank some of my friends for helping me :)
Vanessa Low, Hazel, Su Chen & a few more true friends (Wan Qing too!!!)
THANKS A LOT. A MILLION TIMES <3
"I rather have one true friend than a million fake friends."
(But for this case, it's not one true friend lah :D) (Seriously!) (It's 5, lol.)

2009-07-06T17:43:00.002+08:00

Athome Athome Athome :D
Yayyayyayyaysuperdedupermuch (:

I have finally updated after DAYS. I was supposed to composed a letter to a few people, but decided that it is no use. If things aren't meant to be, we should, or I should just leave it like that =)

2009-06-29T17:46:00.001+08:00

~~ ON FACEBOOK NOW :D
BUH-BYE!!!

2009-06-27T15:54:00.003+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihi !
-Laughing- Me back xD but not from hongkong ! Surprised eh ? Those who smsed me & asked me will know (if you're bothered) . H1N1 flu lah . Must quarantine for SEVEN days . So end up my parents cancelled ... but they booked the Rasa Sentosa Resort & we stayed there for 3 whole days ! It was simply AWESOME (: Fun . Fun . Fun . Fun . Fun . I was a lil' bit crazy over there . Ok , very crazy ^^ but aiyah , who cares huh !
Finally , a time when I do not need to pretend . It's freedom , the past three days .
Anyway , guys , I just wanna recommend some things & say a few words .

1 ) For those teens out there who are going through a tough time , I suggest you read the book Just Listen . It is a really nice book that deals with friendship + family problems , eating disorder and some romance . I almost cried at one part of the book . Interested ? Here's a very short introduction(from the back of the book) specially for you .

Annabel Greene is the girl who has everything . At least , that's what she portrays in her modeling shoots . But Annabel's life is far from perfect . Her friendship with Sophie ended bitterly , and her older sister's eating disorder is weighing down the entire family . Isolated and ostracized at school and at home , Annabel retreats into silent acceptance . Then she meets Owen - intense , music-obsessed , and determine to always tell the truth . And with his guidance , Annabel learns to just listen to herself and gains the courage to speak honestly . But will she be able to tell everyone what really happened the night she and Sophie stopped being friends ?

Ok , that's all for the recommendation . I just want to tell you'll that , I have been like Annabel , pretending that everything is alright , when it's not . I don't tell the truth . It's always lies , lies & more lies . Problems one after & another . The worst part is : Bearing all of it by yourself . i know how it hurts when no one seems to care about you . That's why I try not to ostracize people . They have feelings too , no matter how horrible they are . People deserve to be respected , not bullied . If you see anyone being bullied , please lend a helping hand . Do not bully them as well . Repect others & others will respect you . Love .

2009-06-24T09:47:00.001+08:00

You're smartest when it comes to social intelligence you've got people smarts! Social intelligence refers to the ability to read other people and react appropriately. As a result, you probably have a pretty keen sense of others' motivations most of the time. It's likely that you can also spot the difference between what people say and what they really mean. This understanding of behavior and human nature can help you go far. After all, it's been said that it's not what you know, but who you know that counts. And you have a way with people. Your social intelligence may manifest as having the gift for gab, being a top-notch networker, or an excellent listener and friend. However you put this intelligence to work, you're sure to be admired for an abundance of social know-how.

FACEBOOK QUIZ :D
Pretty accurate eh? Haha.

The Lost-Soul-Trying-To-Find-My-Way type. You have been on a path, but don't know where you're going, or where you want to go. "And I'm looking to the sky to save me Looking for a sign of life Looking for something to help me burn out bright" Only you can find the way to go.. so nows the time to find it in your heart what you want and learn to fly without any assistance!

2009-06-23T09:50:00.002+08:00

I <3 the Harry Potter series much more than the twilight saga, okay?
The 6th series is coming up on 15 July 2009 , or so I think :D
Bye for now (: BUSY .

2009-06-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

Bored lah :) Taken from Facebook - Cheryl Hsien :D Thankyou! & credited .

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. (v young tht time la . i find it disgusting mans .)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. (my bro lor .)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. (duh ? my mum .)
[x] kissed someone of the same sex. (also my mum .)
[ ]had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family. (wen li . :D)
[ ]watched porn.
[ ] bought porn.
[x] tried drugs (drugs as in medicine ? of course . as for the other drug , NO .)

MY TOTAL: 6

[ ] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine. (the doctor ?!)
[x] lied to your parents. (yeah ...)
[x] lied to a friend. (sadly , yes , i have done tht before .)
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal. (yup , i think i've . won't tell you thou ^^ l8r you report me ah .)
[x] felt hurt. (ALWAYS . hai .)
[x] hurt someone. (yes , a lot of times , i guess .)
[x] wished someone to die. (f.tan . f.tan . f.tan)
[ ] seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 7

[ ] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. (oops . *guilty* ;P)
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab.
[ ] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar.

MY TOTAL: 1

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. (COKE ;B)
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything. (of course . everyone sniffed sth before ! sniffed = smell la .)
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (duh ? i even created one before .)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 3

[ ] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly. (when i was young :/)
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something. (yes , i did before :X)
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out. (yup yup yup .)
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbour

MY TOTAL: 3

[ ] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert. (once or twice only la .)
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror. (SEVEN YEARS OF BAD LUCK ! D; i'm careless !)
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. (my cousin , rofl .)
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. (refer to above , please !)

MY TOTAL: 4

[ ] consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall. (of course . who hasn't ?)
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury. (A LOT .)
[ ] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping (my parents pay o.o)
[ ]caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age (lots . eg : facebook .)
MY TOTAL: 3

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house (parents . parents . parents .)
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger. (yep ^^)
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger. (bus , taxi etc etc)
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed. (lots of times .)

MY TOTAL: 4

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight. (guilty as charged ;P)
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight. (yes ! i LOVE teevee mans .)
[x] been to a fair. (duh . -.-)
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drink and drive.
[x] prank-called someone. (hahahahaha .)
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (my brother , cousins .)
[x] cheated on a test. (oopsie . i have . last time every test oso :E )

MY TOTAL: 6

Grand Total:40

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [i'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [i'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [i'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [i'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [i'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write ['im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

I'M A BAD KID ... & PROUD OF IT :D
(TTL : 37)

2009-06-21T13:04:00.003+08:00

Wanyu; 婉瑜./♥: Welcome, thnks for ur tag too. x)
Haha , npnp .

★clarissa:(: Haha yeah you are candyfloss if you one me to change just tell me and yup i get to go wild wild wet so fun i wish ot go again haha
It's ok . Cos just wondering why I'm called tht . Lol :D I like it thou ^^ Hope tht you can go there agn eh xD

Wanyu; 婉瑜./♥: TAG-ed. xD
Tagged back . :)

su chen: pity, my thailand trip was cancelled cos of cautions against swine flu
su chen: HELLO jia min. enjoy yr trip! gd luck, hope you wont come bck 2 s'pore sick. *cross fingers*
Me too . I hope I won't be sick . But if I'm , must be quarantined x.x Good thing : Dunnid to see tht F.Tan . Hehe . Cancelled ? Oh . ):

vicky;P: !!! ahh , jiamin , i'm so blind . I didnt read your post before I posted mine?? um , thank you for your dedication!! teehee><>
You DIDN'T see ? Tht's a joke mans , haha . You rock too la .

★clarissa:(: Taggies jiamin my very best friend how are you this few day??
Hey :) Feeling ... normal , I guess .

charmaine: agree with wan qing :d
wan qing: hi JM tag. Hope u'll get out of yr bad mood
Hi :P Thanks!

Wanyu; 婉瑜./♥: Hellohsss ! Taqqed (:
Tagged .

★clarissa:(: Haha yeah i change my blogskins
It's nice :)

★clarissa:(: haha sure if you free then tagged me
Kay .

vic: i dont get your 'no plans as in er.. no plans' thing. wad do u mean? sorry explain to me la. excuse my stupidity. (:
Nothing la .

Feeling ok . Freedom . The feeling of freedom . At my aunt's place now :D Enjoying . Don't need to worry about anything . <3

2009-06-19T10:15:00.004+08:00

Hi o.o
Er, victoria here .
Jiamin asked me to post , so if you find me annoying(probably) , then stop reading now . You have been warned(:
Uhm , she asked me to post anything but idk what to post . O.O She asked me to post TODAY ...
Let's see , this morning I slept at around 12:40am , woke at 9:15am . Jm disturbed me by smsing me some crap like "WAKE UP" and being annoying ><
Wednesday , cut my hair at parkway!!(finally) Quite short now , at least still can tie up o.o Heng la . Almost cannot leh . Now it's just this small tiny thing ... Small tiny ponytails look really ugly on me . Anyways now I look a little uglier than I did before , but not much difference la . Nvm(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KARYN!!!
Okay , it's just 1 day late . But I don't have my own blog to post , rite ? Nothing else to post anyway , Jm . o.o Saturday going Yenyee's BBQ . I went last year , and it was really fun . Thank you for inviting me again , Yenyee(: Hmm, lucky my dad was in a good mood when I asked him ! The time when I asked him if I could go to Karyn's birthday party , I think he wasn't really in a good mood so he said no immediately ? I only get to go for 2 hours la . Not much but I still get to go at least . Sorry I missed your party , Karyn . Though you're not even gonna read this ? Wth ?
Teehee . Not much crap I can post , Jm . Sorry . At least I updated~~
Sorry for spamming your blog , but you asked for it . Really , literally^^
-vicky<3

2009-06-19T08:39:00.002+08:00

JIAMIN HAS CAME DOWN TO EARTH :D

Hi :) I'm back. Have been real busy + lazy to blog. 2 weeks Science Intensive Class O: Feel like DYING mans. Only have time to do the science hw, school + assesments all haven't do. Feel like superrr tired these days. Think I'm getting sick .___. (If want to get sick better get sick now x.x) Going hong kong from 25 JUNE-28 JUNE For those who know my new + old phone number, feel free to sms me some v random things / big news! It will be charged as local sms. I won't be replying thou, unless you want me to go bankrupt?! o.O
These few days were a whole lot of mess. I want to do some dedication, you'll don't mind, do you? :) Haha. (According to who I have met & chat to the most during the holiday)

Ashleigh :
You're a v wonderful friend :D Cheerful & hyper almost always ^^ And I feel really really thankful I met you last year! Even thou we had a rather big fight, Im glad we patch back like, really quickly (: mostly thanks to the chinese dramas. haha -.- Thanks for helping me when I'm angry at someone. Friends Forever! & stay happy!
Victoria :
Chatted with you A LOT during the holidays :) I think my phone gonna no more money alr x.x Thanks for forgiving me, even thou I treated you really badly + unfairly. You totally proved me wrong, ya know? I'm really lucky to have you as a friend, cos you're a GREAT one! <3
Clarissa Phuan :
Hey Clarissa, I felt really lucky when I received your sms yesterday. Lucky that you forgive me. I know I was wrong to post those. I hope we can still stay friends :D
Su Chen :
One of the longest friend ever ;P Known you since p3!!! Last year, yeah, exactly the same as Ashleigh. Once again, you forgived me. Really really thankful. I hope we can continue this friendship until ... Many years ltr :B

2009-06-12T09:41:00.004+08:00

I had a seriously terrible dream last night .
In a bad mood now.

maybe that dream was hinting me sth ? that we shouldn't be friends & i should just end all of this ? i can't even confide to anyone , anymore . forget it , i never could .

2009-06-10T09:18:00.003+08:00

~~http://6i-ohnine-x.blogspot.com/~~
http://five5irulez.blogspot.com/ :D

5I'08 rocks more that 6I'09, trust me.
"Until the day I stop missing 5I'08, I will never like 6I'09"
I <3>\ 5I'08

Hello :) Just received news yesterday that Marc Chua created a 6I'09 blog. WHAT IN THE WORLD DID HE DO THAT FOR? >:( Argh, forget it.
-Topic closed-

I'm like super angry with someone. I know it's rude to feel this way but he started it. Last time, when I wanted to stop ballet, then he started loads of crap. Yeah, so in the end, he ended up screaming at me & taking away half my computer time. A lot of times, when I didn't answer him or feel like a bit moody or sth, he will ask me "How come your attitude so bad?". During the march holidays, just because I slept a bit late(I was packing my school bag & doing some stuffs), he screamed at me(once again -.-) and say that my brother and I am banned from TV, except on weekends. Two days ago, my brother and I were like playing boardgames until 11 o'clock. Suddenly, he burst into the room and asked us to stop in 10 seconds. I mean, what kind of nonsense is this? For goodness sake, it's only ELEVEN O'CLOCK and the holidays. Yesterday, at like 11 o'clock as well, I was still smsing for a while, then how would I know, he burst into the room again & asked me to stop. Said a lot of shit. Well, WHATEVER.

1st thing : When you asked me to continue ballet & took half away my computer time.
I even want to stop ballet more. I started to find out what's your password.
2nd thing : When you banned my us from the TV on weekdays.
Oh. You think like this can stop us? I'm sorry, you didn't -.- I started watching TV everyday at 6 o'clock & when nobody found out, I feel happy.
3rd thing : When you stop us from playing board games.
Guess what? We planned to not sleep until the next morning. However, due to extreme tiredness, we slept at 6 A.M. and woke up 3 hours later :)
4th thing : When you stop me from smsing.
Well, I smsed EVEN MORE, & really loudly, to provoke you.

See? This is what happen when a parent control their kid(s) too much. They will rebel even more. I can't stand him anymore.

2009-06-09T09:37:00.002+08:00

vic: lol suchen, i disagree. it sucks. (:
Tsk. Don't fight hor! :)

su chen: :))
su chen: heyy even though the phone hangs it still roxx :0
Yep! Thanks xD

vic: lol you call me V. hahasxD
Very funny meh x.x

v!v!{3}nNe: hello~ happy hols ;DD
HAPPY HOLS (: Enjoy!

Wanyu./♥: TAGGED (:TAG ME TOO?
Okaye, tomorrow :)

jiaxuan''D: hi~ tagged:}
Hi (: Will tag soon too.

★clarissa:(: I see here a tagged for you
Yup, I see it too :D Will tag soon.

wan qing: Happy Holidays, hope u enjoy yr trip 2 HK :D:D
Happy Holidays too :) Thanks a lot!

ALICE!;D: hi suchen. hi suchen. hi suchen.
Lol -.-

su chen: HELLO HAPPY HOLS!
HAPPY HOLS too :) Enjoy!

ALICE!;D: LOLS. ya, i'm like HONG KONG?! OMG. cos you're so lucky to be able to go overseas... not cos of H1N1. and isnt that counted plans?? x.x
Haha, okay la. I said "NO PLANS" as in er ... no plans. Rofl .____.

Feeling sleepy now >:( I am deprived of sleep.

2009-06-08T09:47:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the tag, people :)
I will tag when I've time, okay?
HAHAHA. Lol. I'm being crazy -.-

I swore that 050609 / 5 JUNE 09 was one of the bestest day in my life mans. Some of the things that happened, you all won't understand la, but then I just know you will understand this la(Duh) : I HAVE A NEW PHONE :D Not a v new model ah, but who cares. V and Su Chen was like saying that the phone hangs. Aiyoh, cannot regret now alr right == Later going to update songs & blah there. So I'm too busy to tag you all, soz :( My phone is line contract, not prepaid anymore, psps! Unlimited sms + Free incoming call, but mum said only max 300 sms a month, or else will kenna confiscated. Hai, so evil ):<>

Things are ... kinda solved now, huh. Good yeah ^^ Just that ... I'm not sure about C ... Haven't been contacting her at all. V told me that she doesn't talk about me, so who knows whether she's still hurt yeah. D: & furthermore, I think her prepaid no more money?! Have to wait until school opens then. I still think that I won't be able to stand her attitude and the whole thing will start all over again. That sucks. I just have to control my emotions + attitude then ... I hope I will be able to :) Cos I want to.

Yesterday, there was some person who called me a bch to V. Freak him okay. Hate a-holes like you. What rights do you have to call me a bch? Like as if you're so perfect. I HATE YOU. Your attitude sucks like shit ok -.- You don't prefer girls like me, so what? I also don't prefer boys like you. Go and die can. You can say I'm ugly or sth, but if you call me a bch, well, you'll see what will happen, a-hole.
(Sorry for the vulgarities, but this person deserves it.)

2009-06-04T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hehehe. Hahaha. Lollollol :D

I haven't been feeling well this few days lah ): Yesterday felt like vomiting, fainting & was damn giddy. Reasons?
Not enough sleep? (Possible.)
STRESS overload? (Possible.)
Broken-hearted? (Use your brain lah. Of course not. Duh.)
Er, so anyway, after the sleep okay already lor -.-. No big deal.

Today is like, finally the last day of sup class mans. -Celebrating- Tsk. I got like freaking lot of hws. Mrs Low gave like 5/6 pieces, but total up is like 10 or sth like that?! Finished 2 already. ONLY. Then that F.Tan ah, act-nice, give us one only. The whole lesson I don't even understand wth she was talking about == Stupidest teacher ever. Thinks she is so well-liked by us. Total opposite lah, woman. Some people just don't understand why they are hated -'-

No plans for holiday leh. Only going overseas, hong kong, at the end of it. I bet you must be thinking "HONG KONG?! OMG!". Yeah, I know I know, it's one of the affected countries, by H1N1. So what? Singapore also what x.x Anyway, you know sth? I'm going to have a cousin soon (: Yes lah, my aunt's pregnant, 5 months already. Haha, & it's confirmed that it's a girl. Pro eh? I don't have any close girl relative(I said GIRL, not WOMAN, mind you).

Yesterday my father came back so early, so can't use computer. Screw la ): He was like nagging me about my maths & science, as if I did super badly. I didn't. He wants to tuition me. Pui >:( I don't care mans.

2009-06-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

On saturday, I went to the DHS open house.
& ...
IT WAS LIKE EXTREMELY NICE, THE SCHOOL :D
I hope that I can go there. Okay, I want to go there.
So, must work like superrrrrr hard ;P
Also going to try DSA lah but I don't think can.
IT'S ALL DOWN TO MY PSLE RESULTS. O:

Okok, relax manzx :)
Hmm ... this few days teacher so evil >:( , especially her lah, give us so many pieces of hw.
I hope that she is sick forever can. T.T
Omg, omg ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REN-NE! [:
I totally forgot about it you know D:
In the end, no presnts or even a card for her ):
Feel damn guilty ...

DEDICATED TO REN-NE! (I don't think she will see this though)
Hey Ren-ne,
Thanks A LOT A LOT for what you have done last year. (:
I can never repay you ... You saved a friendship, an important one.
I just want to say that we will be Friends Forever & Ever, alright?
:D

2009-06-01T17:41:00.002+08:00

You can hypnotise everyone, but not us.
Stop being such an idiot.

I'm not going to care anymore.

TAG REPLIES :

charmaine: you just changed your music?
Yeah, just changed.

Wanyu./♥: TAGGED! (:
Thanks. Will tag soon.

$U €HEN [: hello jia min! TAGGED =]
Hey. Thanks too.

nicole: i guess we're feelin d same way eh?
I agree. Same ya? Thanks a lot, today, for all those encouragements.
You cheer up too, okay? You deserve to be happy, unlike me.
Stay cheerful aways (:

yuxuan: hi:P
Hi Yu Xuan.

clarissa>33: Hi there enjoy you hoilday
You too. Go out & have fun, okay?

wan qing-jia min: thx 4 tagging TAG!!!
Thanks too. Will tag when I find the time, sorry.

clarissasung: jiamin: uh, really sorry bout taking so long to do the autograph. >< btw, stil not done. o: sorry sorry sorry. it'll confirm be done aft june hols. sorry sorry sorry for taking so long. ):
It's alright. I understand. Take your time, okay?
By the way, enjoy your hols. Go out, have some fun, enjoy yourself!

clarissa: oh it is okay anyway thank a lot
No problem.

su chen: cool you uploaded leave out all the rest in yr blog =] the song rox rite??
Yup, the song rocks! Quite meaningful too.

2009-05-28T17:33:00.003+08:00

Updating on every single day since er ... May 25th is it? ;P
Starting from RECENT ---- 25TH MAY :)

Today, !
Mrs Tan didn't come again :]
But then got some idiotic teacher again. Chinese one.
We today have CIP lah, clean the classroom.
Then she go & assign us do this, do that.
By register number.
So everybody go put their bags outside blah blah.
I register number 36, so in charge of the chairs & desks.
Finish doing already ... stayed there & talked to Su Chen + Wan Qing [:
& a few others.
That teacher right, after everything over, go & scold us leh.
Say what nonsense. Tsk.
End up instead of releasing us 2 minutes early,
go release us like SUPER LATE.
(Does this remind you of someone? :P) (Hint : F.T)
Ashleigh, you're always correct about a person.

27th May, !
Mrs Tan, never come, like she said x.x!
It totally ROCKS mans! Two days in a row! :)
But then got some stupid teacher, made us rush through our hw like siao.
Crazy ah? Mental problem ==
Mrs Low, however, came today.
Bad mood again lah >.<
These few days everyone, including me, also like this.
Report books today.
):

26th May, !
Today Mrs Tan(she mentioned) & Mrs Low never come :D
Had some Dumpling Festival Programme.
At least got to miss some lessons lah (:
Anyway, the games almost all nothing to do with Dumpling Festival lor -.-
Hai. In the hall, was snapping at everyone that irritated me.
What in the world are you doing to yourself? >:(
After the games finished,
almost school end already right, so we stayed in the hall.
Mrs Low didn't come, remember?
The relief teacher ask us to stay, so we did.
10 minutes like that pass already, then got one teacher come & scold us.
What's her problem?
School is going to end already right? Somemore not our fault.
Dumb.

25th May, !
After recess, principal talked to us.
Said some PSLE stuffs & all those normal things lah.
Encouragement, etc etc.
Suprisingly, I listened very attentively eh! :B
These few days, also listened to Dai Lao Shi VERY VERY attentively lor!
Improvement, improvement (:
Heh, Mrs Tan said that she's not going to come for the next 2 days!
Cross fingers --- I hope it's longer than that! :]
She said that her family everyone got flu!
YAYYAYYAY!
I know I'm evil, but who cares! :@

2009-05-27T17:34:00.003+08:00

Everything was just a fantasy, once more.

How can I get rid of this feeling?
This feeling of emptiness ... regret ... Everything is just plain wrong again.
I have forgiven you all, but yes, I know, we will never be BFFs again.
& I'm okay with that.
Still, I think we need to sit down and sort things out.
Or we may never really forgive one another.
Like me. I probably will carry this hatred to secondary school.
& live my life like this.
I don't want it.
I want to go to secondary school being a carefree person.
Happy, not worried, enjoys everything.
I want to be a new and better person.
However, can I manage it?

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Bold = How I'm feeling(I know there's a lot for Welcome To My Life, but I can't help it)

2009-05-26T17:37:00.003+08:00

Crap. I can't believe I forgive you all.
Yeah, I'm too kind. ):
Maybe I should just close this blog down.
It's useless. D: I can't explain anything here.
A private blog? Yeah, probably.
And only a few people will be invited.
Sorry, no time to reply tags. Still have lots of hw to do.
Argh. Shit.

ONCE AGAIN, IT'S ME WHO DID EVERYTHING.
Yeah, I expected it. Who cares.

2009-05-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

Ignoring you. That's the only way I can settle this.
I'm not a person who forgives & forgets easily.
Or at least, I'm like this. INSIDE.
OUTSIDE? I may look like those kind of "kind" person.
Who never shouts. Screams. Angry at someone.
Those who know me like, really well, they know I'm like everybody else.
I'm off. Maybe I'll forgive you, or maybe not.

Today because of you, I didn't want to go to that cha guan thing.

Yeah, all your fault.

P.S. It's YOU ALL not YOU only *

P.S.S. I MISS SHANGHAI TRIP

2009-05-21T17:37:00.005+08:00

Have you all ever considered how I will feel? (No.)

That's it.
Enough. Enough. ENOUGH.
Yesterday was horrible, plain horrible.
Everything, & I mean every single thing went wrong.
Results. Horrible. I bet I will even lose to some people in 6G.
After school, that thing ... Well, obviously it was very very bad.
AS EXPECTED.
So, I had to call my grandfather as I could not take it anymore.
Left at 6.45, before they even cut the cake :)

I do not like to do things that I don't like to.
Which resulted in me glaring & screaming at everyone.
Especially ________.
I can't help it. You didn't tell me earlier. I didn't even want to go, in the first place.
As simple as that.
It's what you deserve.
I'm not the one that should be taking all the resposibilities & saying 'sorry' all the time.
You should be. I didn't want to hate you. You made me do that.
You forced me into a corner, with no choice left. What else could I do?
It's always me apologising, never you.

I'm not going to blog about something that I didn't enjoy myself in.

Today , !

OH YES OH YES OH YES! :D
Changed place today & guess what?
I'm sitting next to Su Chen & Wan Qing (:
Thanks super much :]!
Made my choice. & I'm staying this way. For the time being. Or maybe for the whole year.
Recess, went with Ashleigh!
(Because I want to, not cos I was forced to)
Told her about ... ... Yeah, she knows almost practically everything.
& a few others too, know some stuffs.

Anyway, Eunice passed me her autograph book.
Then, under "Hates", I wrote :
People who keep saying SO CUTEEE! (It's really annoying, you know)
Yes, really, I wrote that. I know I may seem evil, but really ... ):
I just can't stand it anymore.
For the "Friends" part, I wrote 5 people's name(BFFs).
Didn't write those two. Guess who's the 5! It's easy :B
Finished in 30 mins time (: Fastest ever!
(I know I'm slow la.)

By the way, I'm going to study.
I'm going to study thrice as hard. Get 260+ for PSLE. Beat those people. Go in DHS.
Starting from tomorrow, because I'm going to buy assessments!
(I'm staying back in school)
I want to, or at least try, to get first in class!
It's impossible, I know, but I'm just going to try, okay? :)
Regular revision. Pay attention in class. Do corrections/homework by yourself.
Yes, that's what I'm going to do.

2009-05-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

If I had known, things would have been different >:(

I shouldn't have agreed.
Really really should not have.
A stupid mistake, agreeing to go.
How in the world did I know that she was going too?
You didn't even tell me A SINGLE WORD about her going.
I thought it was only us 5?
(& I already wasn't that happy about one of you already)

I only found out after I have pondered over it, decided & sms-ed you.
Then you told me she was going.
Oh, I have psychic power, huh?
You think that I knew right from the start that she was going?
If I had know, it would have probably been a definite NO.
Since it was for your "besties", I think that you regard her as one of them now?
Well, let me tell you, I don't. Even though I am friends with her.

_______ (identity protected) told me to say that I can't go.
But I didn't. I was kind enough not to.
I guess I will have to bear with the loneliness again, on that day.
You know I took a very long time to decided whether I should go or not?
& in the end, I decided to, for your sake.
I knew you would be disappointed if I could not go.
& yet, you suddenly sprung up with that news?

You are making me hate and lose more trust in you as each day passes.
I'm sorry, but your attitude disgust me.
On that day, I'm just going to bear with it, once & for all.
After that, you & her can be best friends for all you want.
I'm not going to care anymore.
Don't try sucking up to me, please.
It's really horrible. Go do it to her instead.
Oh, I forgot that you are already doing it to her.

'I knew, from the start that I made that decision, it was the correct one.
'As now, I know who my true friends really really are. :)

Today , !
Received back EL + CL Paper!
I'm not going to say or reveal anything here, sorry ;X
Just that I'm happy :D & sad ): (Haha!)
Maths ... .___. not that good(Section B)(Only received that :B)
Science? Lol, not going to tell, remember?!
Gee, today nothing much, except that Mrs Low was in a bad mood.
O:
Because we had some IT lesson and she wasn't informed,
so she had to look all over the place for us!

Yesterday , !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI RUI! (my younger brother)

Maths paper(last one :D)
Was pretty easy la, Section C only.
After school, went to Ashleigh's house for her birthday party (:
Her house is very nice!
Ate, watched 2 movies(Ella Enchanted;Bedtime Stories).
Quite funny, the shows :]
Then played Boggle. Went back at around 6.15 xD
Thanks Ashleigh, for the fun day & the nice gift!
Best birthday party I have ever attended!

Two days ago , !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEIGH!
This is specially dedicated to you :)
All the best in your studies + future!
Thank you for everything that you have done to help me!
FriendsForever :D

2009-05-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

I'm bored :O.

Idk what to talk about :/
Hmm, today Science was difficult. Only Sec B was, I mean.
Have gotten back my marks :), mysteriously.
But my lips are sealed!
Super sorry to those readers out there!

Ignoring the phone call right now xD
Someone's trying to call through.
& nope, I have not update my wordpress yet. (Er, random :D)
Staying back in school tomorrow.
With Su Chen (: .
Going to buy C.P.'s & Ashleigh's & my brother's present :B
See? I so kind right! Lol-.-

Till then!
HCL Paper tomorrow!
Must study hard ah, especially those who aren't that good in it.
P.S. I'm also studying okay! :)
Must get above 80, that's my aim.
JiayouJiayou people :D All the best!

*Sorry no time to update class blog :*

2009-05-13T17:29:00.002+08:00

Please ignore my yesterday's post. Deleted it.
Have decided to come back to blogger for the time being,
as there is some stupid things wrong with my wordpress.
Anyway, when it is working,
I will post pictures & memorable stuffs there.
Blogger(THIS) is for my daily journal.
Seriously, I prefer wordpress :) Will delete my yesterday's post soon.
So, please do not go to my wordpress until I say, can?
Thank you :D

Chinese paper was quite difficult. Minus 2 marks already.
& that's the least marks I minus :B
Didn't want to blog today ... but because of that thing,
(will elaborate later), I've decided to.
Wanted to mug for science ):
Tomorrow's science exam ._. JYJY!
Do your best okay? Put in your bestest bestest bestest effort!

WJM, what's wrong with you?
You have just upset a very good friend, you know.
By lying to her, pretending, playing along to the idotic prank.
What has she done to deserve this?
NOTHING.
You knew it all along, yet you still continued to do all this stuffs.
Now she's pissed. Hurt.
& she doesn't really trust you anymore.
She's ignoring you, and the others who were involved in it.
For at least a week.

V,
I tried to call you, but you won't answer. You hung up.
You sent me those sms-es & I replied .. but you didn't.
I apologised profusely to you, you still didn't reply.
I tried calling you again. No answer.
Instead, you ask someone else(YL) to send a sms to me.
(Name protected.) (Highlighted = changed)
"V asked me to tell you to not call she is seriously Pissed"
I'm sorry. Sorry for lying to you. Sorry for not telling you the truth.
):

2009-05-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

Aloha! (Lol. I'm seriously lame -.-)
Haha, must be wanting to know why I post so late right?
No reason la.
Just trying to increase the number of entries!

Someone just got pranked!
He/She(not revealing) doesn't even know it, rofl :D
I hope the prank continues (:
It will be real F-U-N! I hope it doesn't end up bad though!
Those who know about the prank, please do not tell the pranked person!
Thank you so much!

Monday no school :)
Yay. Today got RG, that's why didn't post earlier .___.
Quite fun there la, because have Su Chen & Ashleigh(*rejoice*)!
So basically talked! :P
Just now was smsing and calling Victoria!
Chatted with her for like FORTY-FIVE minutes! Super long, I know.
(Or maybe not that long la ;D)

Topped up my phone card!
Feel free to sms me okay? Hehe.
Gonna update the class blog(5I'08) :]
http://five5irulez.blogspot.com !

2009-05-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

... Yesterday words were harsh, I know.
I'm so sorry, it was just my thoughts and I felt like blurting it all out ...
Anyway, I want to keep the person's identity secret,
except for one of you that have already known who it is :)

Today 作文 exam was easy(?), I guess!
Wrote 命题作文 instead of picture one. Probably I won't fail?
Repeated the title, 我错怪了一个人, at the last part.
Didn't know how to do the picture one, that's why did 命题!
So don't say that I very dumb to choose that okay :/

Listening Comprehension was ... DIFFICULT!
Okay, maybe not that difficult but still, you get the idea.
The choices almost the same O:
Yeah. Don't think I will fail this either [:
But my answer for Q5 is 2!!! A lot of people put 3.

I wanna rant about something.
Have been putting it off since tuesday! :D

Zzz ... kay, I don't get why people have to scold vulgarities for NO REASON.
Like they talk talk talk, then suddenly spring up with a what the hell.
What the hell is not that bad, but still, we, as civilised people, shouldn't use it too much huh?!
I don't ever use it, unless in extreme conditions.
I can't tolerate it when people use the f-word for nothing.
They aren't angry or anything, but they still HAVE to use it.
If you are angry with something, it's ok I guess, to say it(but cut the usage down xD) No reason, why say it?
The b-word also (you know what it is, right?).
I agree when someone acts like one, you have the right to scold them. (but try not to)
You just suddenly scold a person "You b_ _ _ _ ah!", when the person haven't even done A SINGLE THING TO YOU, what do you think the person will think of you?
Vulgar, uncivilised, rude ... many many more. Especially when the person is your friend.
You may think if he/she is your friend, it will be even more ok to say it.
OF COURSE NOT.
A-hole. This word, too, I can't stand it.
Please, people, stop using all this vulgarities unless you really really have to. Even then, try to use it only once a month or something, ok ...?
Another thing. Recently, I have noticed that most blogs have vulgarities in it.
My gosh, a blog is for writing your thoughts down. Not for scolding mutiple vulgarities at people you hate.
Like me. Yesterday, when I wrote that post, I didn't even use VULGARITIES.
I can't help it if you still want to act in this uncivilised manner. Oh well, no offence to anyone, for this rants.

2009-05-06T17:34:00.003+08:00

To someone :
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _?
_ _ _ _ ' _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _?

That is to someone.
I'm not going to mention who as the person is one of my friends.
Yeah, you've changed from the beginning of the year.
Why did I ever wanted to be your friend, I don't know.
I have already known what kind of person you were & are & probably will be, yet I still wanted us to be friends.
Best friends, some more.
(Don't worry, it's aren't who you think it is :] ) (This person doesn't come to my blog.)

I'm not angry or frustrated with you.
I just want to know why :
'You said you didn't like her(not going to mention either), but you still hang out with her.
What's the meaning of that?
If this continues, how am I going to trust you? Or how your friends trust you?

'Yesterday, when I most needed my friends comforting words, what did you say?
... I'm not going to type what you said here.
It's just, are best friends supposed to be like this?
Are we even friends? Anymore? I don't know what to say to all this.
I can feel I'm drifting away from you. We don't talk either.
Let time heal everything ...
That's the only way to solve this problem.

P.S. Haha, don't try to guess who it is :)
If you want to know, tag / email me.
I will consider telling you, by emailing.

2009-05-05T17:48:00.002+08:00

This few days, a lot of stuffs happened.
Some good, some bad, some I want to talk about, some I don't want to.
I can't help it that life's like that.

Yesterday morning sucked totally mans.
The rubber band that I used to tie my hair was stretched too far & it broked.
Asked from someone, but it was too small.
So had to hold my hair all the way until reach class, luckily no assembly.
Thank you Su Chen & Victoria :D for trying to help me!
Finally found some one who had a spare one.
Thanks to Vanessa Goh too, for lending me!

Ok, yeah, so temperature-taking time, realised that didn't bring thermometer x.x
Had to use the spare one.
Urgh, now everyday must bring thermometer & take temperature twice.
All because of that stupid swine flu, no offence :)
(I don't think it's called "swine" flu anymore right?)
Bla ... bla ... bla.
The day went on :D It was quite a good one!
At the end of Mrs Tan's lesson, she gave me the warning letter.
Yes, a warning letter for not bringing your thermometer.

Today, the day was fine [: Totally rocks!
Until chinese oral, after schoool.
I screwed it up. Don't want to talk much about it.
Will become emo & I obviously don't want to.
Just want to forget about it ...
So, due to the fact that there was no EL supp class, Mr Kwek let us off early.

Yi Ling, Vanessa L, Clarissa P, Hazel, Victoria & I went to the school library.
Rented a game.
During the game, was feeling so utterly sad that I shouted at almost everyone.
Yeah. So sorry ): Had some mood swings.
Changed game.
My temper got worse :/ Shouted & screamed for no reason.
Especially at Victoria. Super sorry.
After that, going to go back homethat time,
Yi Ling, V.L, H.L, Victoria told me some stuffs. Thanks you guys.
Go back home, realised Victoria sms-ed me, asking me whether I'm still sad.
Replied her, then called ... chat.

Yeah, that's about it!

2009-05-01T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hi :)
1st MAY already! Gosh. Time pass fast!
This month a lot of people's birthday :

1. Ashleigh (17th May)
2. Clarissa Phuan (20th May)
3. Qi Rui (younger bro :D) (18th May)
4. Father side, grandfather (not that close to him) (22th May)
5. Astrid (11th May)

Many more I guess ...
*Names according to who I think of first [: , not in birthday date order!

Will buy you present / wish you happy birthday or BOTH!
Buying present - Closer friends only, sorry :O + relatives, I guess.

Today :
Whole day going to do assesments / hws & boring stuffs ._.
Finished hw already xD
Much more relax now.
She give us so many pieces of hw. what's her problem la. Not happy?
See ya :)
& happy labour day! LolLol.

2009-04-30T17:46:00.003+08:00

MyGOD.
WooJiaMin, what are you doing? Indulging in chocolates again?
How many times have I told you not to eat it too much?
Stop it, please. Don't tell me "No".

Yeah, I have just eaten one bar of chocolate.
Extremely creamy & fattening chocolate too.
I told myself I WOULD NOT eat it, yet I did.
Where's your self-control, WooJiaMin?! (Sorry, I couldn't resist :B)
Aiya, wtv la! Eaten already right! :)

Next three days will be a reaaaaaaaal break for all of us!
Must study already hor [:
Or else will regret & you don't want right!
Today was booooooring. Nothing much :D
Except for Mrs [blank] and her crappy stuffs.
The reason I left it blank is cos in case she come & invade our privacy.

The pics up there are random okay.
Not emo stuffs! Searched "heart" & found them 8D.
Anyway, I don't think I'm that emo already, huh?
Btw, guys, is there a problem with the music? My com only starts playing it half-way.
Tell me if there is by tagging okay? Thanks.
Well, will try to blog tomorrow! <3
*Oh shucks. Made up a new phrase yesterday but have forgotten what it is ):

Stay happy :) & smile, because life is great!

2009-04-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday

EL Oral! O:
Got the 6H teacher, Mrs Tan.
Think I totally screwed up my oral :(
I always do.
But one good thing : I wasn't as nervous as the previous years.

Before oral, received the new card.
The picture was ... horrible, I tell you.
I wish can retake la, for secondary school.
Now, in my wallet, put another card instead of that one =="
Too ugly to be seen mans.

Changed to exam position already.
No longer sitting next to Hazel & VanessaL D:
However, I'm sitting next to Su Chen :]
Lucky!
Diagonally behind me is Yi Ling (:

Tomorrow EL Paper 1(Compo + SW).
Not anxious :) Not really going to study, just look through the SW format.
Have a feeling that SW might be :
Announcement(due to Mrs Low's great emphasise)
Informal letter(this one idk why, just have this feeling >.<)

Today

EL Paper 1! ;D
The picture one was about some er, chickens in the classroom :P
Weird topic yeah?
Then the continuous one was :
"You and your sibling was taking a stroll in the nearby park.
Suddenly, you hear a noise."

Something like that.
I wrote boring stuffs. Normal stuffs.
Wrote 5 & three lines(pages) ._.
SW .. well, as predicted, it was ... ANNOUNCEMENT :)
I think I signed off wrongly. Hai.
SW always do very badly.

Listening Comprehension?
It was alright la. Quite okay.
Darndarndarn.
Mrs Low said that me & two other people, the oral that time, kept looking down.
The teacher(same for all) commented.
Yeah, I know I looked down.
Past few years also like this what. Didn't make eye contact.

I tell you,
I seriously hate a teacher.
It's not me only. A lot of people also.
I won't tell you who is it. Go and figure it out by yourself. Pretty easy!
By the way, just now took a nap :)
2 hours one!

2009-04-27T17:54:00.002+08:00

EVERYTHING'S BACK TO NORMAL. LIFE'S GOES ON.

Going to stop blogging for a while.
SA1s, remember? :)
I hope that all of you do well.
Get a high score ;D ;D! Especially 6I-ers!
JYJY! :]

Omg, I haven't even started on my hw :(
Anyway, sorry 5i'08-ers, that you can't access the survey.
Oh well.
Guess I have to do it the old-fashioned way.
Yes, you guessed it.
By hand.

2009-04-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

Told you I won't blog! :B
Er, yesterday was the SHHK thingy :D Lots of interesting stuffs to tell.

Okay, first, we went there. A lot of people didn't come la!
Actually wanted to not come but in the end decided against it.
So at the first part, was real bored. At least it wasn't that hot, compared to last time.
Anyway, yeah, so the competitions started :)
When they said "Tao Nan School", everyone was like shouting & screaming!

... ... so it went on.
At one point, there was a "potato chips" fight.
Charlotte etc etc were throwing potato chips at Brandon etc etc.
It lasted for a while only :)
Based by what Victoria said, Wesley was dancing to some "Shake it" song.
& it was real funny.
Too bad I missed it :O

At the last part, guess what happened?
The "bin", where we put our rubbish in, was toppled over by dk who :/
So all the rubbish & stuffs as strewn over the place.
Tried to clean it up & yeah, it was relatively clean already.
But then, those AiTong-ers, went to say the f-word at us.
I was darn angry, so I said "What's your problem ah?"

Then they continued saying.
VULGARITIES. (Of course) & pointing the middle finger.
One time, they even said so sarcastically, "tao nan school ah"
I rebuked back.
"You want to scold, scold only one person la. Don't need say the whole school."
The "fight" went on.
VanessaL even joined in.

At last, we had enough of their vulgarities & attitude.
(We didn't scold any vulgarities, mind you.)
I mean, if they had not sat at our "boundaries"
-& yes, they WERE-
they would not have been affected.
Basically, the problem comes down to them.
I'm not trying to escape resposibility ok.

Brandon went to tell Mr Wong.
He said he will talk to the teacher of AiTong later.
(Obviously, he will not)
Yeah yeah, so wanted to let the matter rest.
But they, keep staring at us & talking & giving us those filthy looks.
What's their damn problem mans.

... ... So everything was fine.
Until one AiTong guy come & sit at our place again.
Was really fed-up this time.
Asked him politely. Didn't work. Still scolded us.
Squeezed him(Vanessa's idea :D).
Didn't work. He said that we were fat.
& I said, "If we're fat, you leh?" (He was fat, no offence)

Finally, he got lost.
*Relieve*
Then, Brandon went to lose his hp.
Right. Me, being so nice(haha!), went to call him to try to locate it.
Guess what?
The teacher saw & confiscated it. Told her the reason.
Luckily, I got it back. & darn, Brandon's phone was in his bag :X.

FINALLY OVER.
Took a bus to err ... Toa-Payoh(wrong spelling?!) interchange.
(With teacher's permission. People were staring ... :O)
Changed clothes. Then hung around for a little while, waiting for my mum & bro.
Pondering whether to buy that ... but decided not to.
-Not going to elaborate much about the rest because nothing interesting-
Well, before going back home, my dad bought the Cheer-Uup shirt for me :)
Wondering if you've seen that?
It's cute :D

Woah, finished my long post at last!
Longest post ever! I guess yesterday was quite a nice day.
Victoria, thanks for the sms.
You're the only one, you know...but not blaming anyone!
Was quite upset about the phone thing ... got over it soon though.
We should learn to move on.

Anyway, I hate AiTong-ers.
No offence to any but seriously, those people suck mans.
(Boys, I mean)
Girls, don't worry :)

2009-04-22T17:47:00.002+08:00

Live, Laugh, Love <3

Officially removed the links from my blog, thankyouverymuch.
Wanted to remove the tagboard too, but decided not to.
Well, if you need relinking, still tag will you?
Thanks (:
Will try to tag people when I'm free okay.

Recently, this few days, a lot of hw :/
Today, took a 2 hour long nap that's why didn't really do anything.
Omg, just realised that EL Paper 1 is next week
& I'm doing practically nothing about it.
It totally slipped my mind :O
I need to do some serious studying or I might end up with a score of 300+ again.
(Like in p4 SA1 that time)
Then, I'll get seriously sad & PSLE?
That's it. I'll lose confidence. Have an aggregate of 200+. Get into a lousy secondary school.

MY FUTURE WILL BE TOTALLY RUINED.

And all just because of ... my SA1 results.
I'm not going to screw up my future only because of my SA1.
I'm going to study, real hard.
So, well, don't blame me if I don't blog for the next few days.
You know it's for my own good, don't you? :)

2009-04-20T17:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was weird, I tell you.
My aunt was weird. My mum was weird. I was weird.
Not the place to say it yeah.
Just some "Appreciating Life" stuffs.
I swear it's the 1 millionth time I have ever heard it.
Wtv la ...
Lots of hw + Lynn's auntograph book.
Tell me how to finish in time?
Somemore no mood to do hw :/ so have been slacking the whole day.
Didn't reply Victoria's sms-es cos don't feel like.
Sorry yeah.

Should have appreciated last year.
Regrets, regrets & more regrets again.
When will it ever stop?

2009-04-16T17:46:00.002+08:00

I seriously miss 5I'08.
That day, when I kinda walk pass it, everything came rushing back to me.
The good, bad memories, everything.
I had a longing of going back to 5I'08. I think only a few people will think like me.
Cause many many others have already moved on & accept their new classes.
But not me.
I'm still living in the past, after 4 months.
When will I ever accept 6I'09? I don't know. Maybe never.
5I'08 is the first class I ever remember so clearly about.
Now, 5I'09 are at their OBS camp. I still remember everything that happened there.
Like I said, Jan-June last year were the happy times.
Oh, when will I ever learn to move on?

Today, Mrs Tan changed our places.
When I have just started liking my old place, you have to change it.
Hai.
I used to hate it but now I like everything about it.
But you changed it. & now, like 5I'08, I missed it.
I miss talking to Victoria, fighting with Zac(sometimes), talking about Yi Ling,
Ding Young & Yei Xi.
Copying off Reuben & sometimes Chun Yi.
You only learn to appreciating something after you have lost it.
Why didn't I appreciate it before?
I used to hate my group, my place & wanted to change the seating arrangement ASAP.
Now? ... I will hestitate.
Oh well, at least i'm sitting with Hazel now. Thanks!

It's not worth regretting. You can't do anything about it.

2009-04-15T17:36:00.003+08:00

:) -OR- :( ?

It's no use wishing for a miracle. It would never ever come true.
I have already known this for so long.
Er, ok, actually, not that long. Since last year September maybe?
That was when everything started(I'm not blaming you all alright!)
So, well, I hope that one day, I will once again believe in miracles.
Till then,

I think I better stop emo-ing.
Seriously, I need to do my homework now. Yet I'm slacking :O
Still have piles & piles of homework.
(Due to me being lazy & so i had not done it much earlier)
Yeah, well. When I finish this I'll go and do them [:
I feel like removing my tagboard mans. Idk why also. Suddenly felt like.
Also wanna er, remove links.
我也不知道为什么呢。
& definitely, change my blogskin, again.
Just an inspiration, so don't worry... but maybe I'll do them.
Changed blogsong yeah. Hope it is nicer [:
Thanks to those people who have been erm ... helping me to try to change!
Change to a ~~happier~~ happy person.
I owe you guys lots.
Today Miss Ng came to our class, that's why Mrs Tan like suddenly so nice -.-
She act nice only la. Everytime like this.
I realised I have been cursing her to er ... get knock down by a car.
Better stop ya. Or else I kenna knock down instead of her [:
Have a nice day, earthlings :D

2009-04-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah:)
One of the best days ever in 2009.
(Not because everything is now solved, alright)
Chinese lesson was funny mans!
Real funny, so was laughing like mad :)
Haha:D
Anyway, I think the trend of autograph books is starting again :)
Uh, okay, bye.

2009-04-13T17:50:00.002+08:00

Er hey.
Yeahyeah, another short post of mine.
Happy Belated(WAY BELATED :O) Birthday to :
-Sara[0604/6APRIL]
-Nicole[0804/8APRIL]
-Jia Xuan[0804/8APRIL]

Ya know, the same old stuffs.
Happy Birthday, best of luck in the future, hope you suceed in everything you do,
get into your dream school[: JYJY all the way alright?!
Soz la, so late then wish you all!

Basically, Good Friday wasn't that erm ... good.
All the same things happened. Mentioning them will only make me unhappier.
Uh-oh.
Now I need to rush through my homework cause I practically did zilch.
also realised that I am seriously lagging behind in the amount of assesments done O:
I guess I had not made studying my top priority.
Instead,
I was worrying worrying worrying about all those dumb stuffs.
Ok, actually it isn't dumb. Oh wtv.

I think that no offence, this blog is useless mans.
Everything is still bottled up inside me. How am I going to let all this things out yeah?
Unless someone cares.
Care to listen to me. Care to understand me. Care to help me.
No, I'm not trying to make you feel guilty.
Nvm.
I guess I have to just try to pull through this ... myself.

2009-04-09T17:39:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahaha.
Yay :) It's finally Thursday.
I've just updated the dead 5I'08 blog. 5I'08-ers, psps update if you can ;D
Tyvm!
Today in class,
there was a "vulgarities shouting match" between Reuben & Victoria O:
Chun Yi was shocked mans. Literally shocked.
Especially at Victoria. Hehe.

Erm, nothing special today.
Pretty normal yeah. Haha, just that I'm wayyyy lots cheerful-er!
Thank you so much. I finally feel happy again, once more.
Gee, tomorrow I will not be posting! (Cos I'll be at _______ )
Find out for yourself if you're interested to know!

Wondering which movie will we watch.
Hotel For Dogs, Confessions Of A Shopaholic or Mall Police(Smth like that)?
Maybe have to split cinemas.
Nvm!
Tomorrow things tomorrow then say!
(Totally translated from chinese! [: )
I'm glad that I'm happy right now. I'm glad that tomorrow's Friday, the long-awaited day.
I'm glad that almost everything is ok now.
I'm happy ;D

2009-04-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Okay, you want the good news or the bad news(lame q, I know -.- but anyway.)?
Obv bad first right...but idc. Tell you'll the good one first.
I finally can change to Friday 5-7 RG la.
After 4 miserable months of lonering in my Saturday class.
( I mean LONERING alright. I really was doing that lor. & oops, almost spelt "Saturday" wrongly :0)
Yeahyeah. This is a "happy" news for me.

Urgh. I didn't realise that it's gonna be SA1 like so fast.
In a matter of weeks!
& I haven't even been studying seriously. Omg.
I got a feeling that I'm going to flunk my maths mans.
All because of that teacher lor. I totally tune out during her lesson :/.
Ooh, if I fail maths, I'm so gonna get killed. It used to be my best subject.
I bet I can't go in DHS this year la ... so probably Chung Cheng High or something like that.
Or maybe Anglican? Cos VanessaL say it's one of her choices.

Haha. I guess you can say my life is improving by ... a lil bit.
& recently, I've been watching tv even though I'm banned :) YAY.
Okay, Friday.
I hope everything will be alright. Not screwed up(for me) like the Shanghai Trip.
I guess I just have to pledge to enjoy myself.
Or I definitely won't. I'll be putting on a fake smile all the time.
& laughing because I'm forced to. Not because I want to.

Once more thing!
I think I owe Ashleigh a BIGGGGG bday present.
She helped(& still is) me a lot la!
ThankyouThankyouThankyou :D
I'd be going off now. :)

2009-04-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

Today is the day of my new beginning
My heart will know no pain I will walk on, head held high, with my fear washed away by the rain I have lived too long with these perpetual tears.
And I will dwell no more on my senile fears.
Today is the day of my new beginning and I shall succeed I am the ruler of my life.
And only I know best what I need.
With each prosperous step I take I'll think of the time passed.
I will succeed because I'm strong and I'm strong because I can last.
Today is the day of my new beginning.
I will re-write my book today.
On each page of my biography you will read only what I wish to say.
In the book of my past I found my tears soaked on each and every page, but in the book of my future you will find me standing center stage.
Today is the day of my new beginning and on this day I move on.
If you come home with a bad attitude don't turn to me because now I'm gone.
I can't live in the eyes of death without a touch of love and the best I can do for you is pray for a blessing from above.
Today is the day of my new beginning.
My new beginning starts today

2009-04-06T17:50:00.002+08:00

Don't trust someone too much because when he/she betrays you, it will be like the end of the world. You won't have the strength to live on anymore. Learn to let go and continue on with life.
6/4/09 , 5.55 p.m.

Today, is practically the same thing.
Nothing better, nothing worse.
Except : Thanks Ashleigh. You made my day kinda better

I don't know why I change my blog song.
Any comments? Please tag or email. I'm okay with criticism.
Yeah, really. I'm okay with it. I'm used to it.

Urgh. Ashleigh can't go to Hazel's bday party.
That's great mans. Wonderful.
I don't even know if I will enjoy myself there.

To people who went to the Shanghai 08 trip :
I'm so sorry for my Shanghai Trip post.
I guess I hurt some of you all. It was all my fault.
The loneliness ... everything was my fault.
I have no one to blame but myself.

Thank you for the bday present, for those who gave me.
I haven't had the chance to thank you all.
Once more, I'm sorry. For the post & my attitude during the trip.
I hope you all forgive me.
Sorry.

2009-04-03T17:48:00.002+08:00

Woah. I can't believe it. Eveything that I wrote yesterday was true. I'm going to become a super quiet person once again, if this thing keeps going on. Do you think I want our friendship to be gone just like that?? OF COURSE NOT. Maybe ... It's all my fault. For not talking. Yeah. It is my fault alright?! Maybe I made the wrong choice. Once again. I don't want to think of all this negative thoughts, but I just can't stop... I feel better today, at least :) Yesterday was much much more horrible. Still ...... I just can't go back to the happy me ... when everything was fine for me and I was seldom unhappy.

Looking on the bright side,
I realised that because of all this things, I've matured.
I am no longer the naive person who trusts everyone. Even those kind of people.
So, I guess this is all just a process of ... growing up.

Hahah, I was super relieved yesterday.
For one moment, I thought I spoiled my Ipod Nano :0
Luckily didn't spoil :D
I was, in the end, panicking for nothing.
Btw, yay, can fetch Ashleigh to Hazel's house :) My parents agreed! :))

2009-04-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

1 APRIL 09
April Fool's Day :)
Haha, no tricks were played on anyone.
Was kinda a boring day la, nothing much to say!
Come back home, I took an afternoon nap.
Guess what?
I had some dream about...things that I fear the most.
Almost everyone I know was present.
Especially my BFFs.
Yeah.
Remind me never to take an afternoon nap again.
At night, dreamt of some other dream...I tell you, it's not a good dream alright.
You won't want to know.
Not a good day today. :(

2 APRIL O9
I know I look super emo today okay?
After recess, I mean.
You won't understand. So just don't ask me or anything please.
Ended up screaming at Zac because he was irritating me non-stop.
& calling me a grammar freak or something.
Urgh. Wtv.
Sorry Victoria D:
Just didn't feel like sitting with anyone...
I ended up spending almost the whole science lesson writing about everything.
Everything that had happened to me.
Especially the bad things.
After school, wanted to tell Ashleigh that maybe can fetch her to Hazel's b-day party,
but in the end did not.
Now I'm panicking for no reason.
Life. Is. Just. Horrible.

Crap. Everything is just crap. When I thought that things are back to normal, everything comes crashing down on me.
It has already happened once. Why must history repeat itself?

2009-03-31T17:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA :D

Haha, finally got your present from me!
Sorry can't make it to your bday party last time.
Happy Birthday & Best wishes forever & ever.
JYJY!!! :)

2009-03-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

Hey people.
I'm so sorry. Just don't feel like blogging nowdays.
Really really pondering about closing my blog down.
Urgh.
Will be updating my dead facebook account from now on.
Thanks a lot.
Relinks, please tag. Tyvm.

JM.

2009-03-26T17:32:00.002+08:00

Urgh. I just noticed that my posts are vvvvv short this few days.
So I try to post a lil bit longer for this one okay?

Yesterday :
Omg, Mrs Low wear the dress or wtv it is until super short.
Like extremely short. Okay, not that bad la. But still... You should have seen that.
We were all discussing during recess lor. Hehe.
& then, during HER lesson, she kept talking bad about Mrs Low.
Say what Mrs Low help the 6E class for the CNY deco that's why they win.
I mean, she didn't even help us ONE SINGLE BIT right?
Somemore still say that she prefers the students' effort.
All excuses mans.
After that, even worse, she said must move the fans that Mrs Low had KINDLY donated.
Because say that the extension cord will make people trip or something.
HER WHITE STRING EVEN WORSE RIGHT. CAN KILL SOMEONE EH.
& said, "Do you know who is the form teacher of this class? It's me. So I have the right to decide okay."
Also said that "Since Mrs Low has kindly(she had an sarcastic expression) donated them,
I guess that we just have to accept."
What nonsense is that.
Ooh. Even till now, she still haven't select the new moniter.
& I'm stuck being one till she choose lor.
She said that we have to do blah blah, before she allow us to change place.
How childish is that.
SHE'S JUST SO PLAIN EVIL.
Still talk until like she v good like that. And Mrs Low's the bad one.
Yeah, right. As if.

Today :
Heehee. During recess, we got some short briefing on the zoo camp!
Didn't realised that Jacqueline was going until then!
I hope VanessaL & Jacqueline & Ren-ne & me can go into one tent lor.
But then as for Victoria then idk. Sorry. Probably w Shian Chun & Yi Ling?
Ohyeah, ohyeah!
ClarissaP is the NEW MONITOR!
Yay! She & Keane. Haha, I voted for her & so did Victoria & Hazel & VanessaL
& manymany other people!
Congratualations!
(Phew, my monitor job is also finally over.)
Woah woah woah.
SHE still don't allow us to change place. & she also almost forgot about the monitor choosing thing until Ding Young reminded her.
See?
She act until like care a lot about us but inside leh?
I DON'T THINK SHE EVEN CARE LA.
Unlike Miss Ong!
In class, she also like keep staring at me.
Everytime I make a remark to Reuben. Like when I said "OMG!" v softly.
Then she stared.

I'm ending here!
Not worth it getting worked up over her.
Ahh. Still got ting xie to learn & my camp(yay) bag to pack.
& my prepaid no more money.
Urgh.
Btw, Su Chen,
I'm so sorry I can't go for Brownies.
Now only left you & Lynn to do. I'm really sorry.
I will try to do something okay?
Sorry...

2009-03-25T17:43:00.002+08:00

Ishtar, (: : Hello, (: Thnks for ur taqq !
J.M. It's nothing much la.

Ishtar, (: : A quiz for you to do in my blog. My blog can't highlight to copy and paste, so I e-mail to
J.M. Yeah. But I didn't do :( Sorry.

Jacqueline-Jiamin: First, I read Jinwen's autogrph bk then got astrid's blg on it so i looked and then I saw u as a link and so that's how I found ur blog again

Jacqueline-Jiamin: Hehe tagging blogs again aft my disapperance half year back lol
J.M. Oh. :) Hehe. ThankYou for tagging anyway!

clarissasung: LOL. ty for the compliment. XD
J.M. Haha, okay! but it's real yeah :]

charmaine: i dun think you should close down your blog
J.M. Okay. Tyty. Won't close.

'&; Ishtar, (: : Tagged, (:
J.M. Ty. Will try to tag you soon. When have time okay!

su chen: heyho how was yr overseas trip? fun? nice? or boring? btw where did u go?
J.M. Er, I went Genting. I thought I told you but nvm. It was FUNN! :)

Other tags tomorrow okay? Sorry!

2009-03-23T17:27:00.003+08:00

Omg, sorry Ishtar.
Can't do your quiz. I do until last part then the whole thing deleted :(
Waste my time leh.
Anyway,
Genting trip kinda fun la.
:)
Hehe. Maybe creating a private blog...I got so many things to say.
Tags replies tomorrow okay?
Please tag more...:D
Hmmm.
& i'm ban from watching tv on weekdays.
So sian. :(
Till stupid PSLE over...
Idk how I can survive lor...:/

2009-03-18T17:23:00.003+08:00

Going overseas tomorrow to sunday.
Wondering if I should close down my blog. (Idk...)

& I'm not going to be angry over you.
You don't deserve it. Totally.

Yesterday was :) Stayed till 7.
Wow, a total of 9 hours. Longest ever :D, I think.
Hehe.

I'm currently trying to not sms(;
Ty for your cooperation. Lol.
Anything, call kay? x)
Tyty!!! 8)

2009-03-16T17:53:00.001+08:00

So excited about tomorrow:]:]
Sorry. Short post.
:)
Grumph. Must do lots of assessments D:
Who cares la.

Think my life is getting better. Yeah. Really.
At least I can smile now.

2009-03-14T16:21:00.008+08:00

Yesterday I thought a lot about my life.

Why must I be sad about something that I can't control?
Why must I be unhappy just cause of you?
If things don't go my way, why be angry, thinking that it is unfair?
Why can't I try to be happy & carry on with my life?
Forget about the past, concentrate on the future?
Why can't I be sastified with myself & not be jealous of you?
Not knowing whether my friends are real or not, no longer trusting them?
Why must I do all this?

I found the answer.
Last time,
I'd no self confidence, too quiet, not trusting anymore.
Fighting against the loneliness everytime even when I had known that I just couldn't take it anymore.
Believing in miracles even when they did not exist
& will never.
No matter how I had tried to be happy, it had all came to no avail.
Because I wan't sure about anything at all.
Life...was just nothing.

But then, from I don't know when[probably Feb/March]
I began to see the beauty of the world.
Began to understand that though life isn't fair, it's okay.
I just have to be happy. Believe that I can pull through.
Especially with the help of my wonderful friends.
Yes,
I trust them now. Totally.
Time to time, they are the ones who cheer me up.
I began to tell more of myself to others.
Especially those who always have thought that I was a happy person, with no worries.
& they understood. They accepted me. For who I am.

I'm happy with my new life.
I don't want to go back to my old life, forever.
Just want to be happy & learn to love life. Appreciate its beauty.

2009-03-13T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hehe :D
I think I better try to stop smsing for a while.
I used 11 bucks in one week?!
Maybe top up again tomorrow.
YAY!
Think can change to Fri for RG. (Same time as Ashleigh & Su Chen (: )

Er, on tues going to Clarissa[P]'s house for CL proj.
From morn[10] to night[6/7] i think? :)
Can do hw, proj & play!
Vanessa & probably Hazel can only come in the afternoon :(
So sad.
Changed my blogskin cos... Idk why also :/

Nvm.
Anyway, holiday hw quite a lot leh. [Actually, ok la...]
Today just played Wii, re-read books, doodle. Kinda boring yeah?
Erm, I think I better get going. :)
Anything, tag please (x

2009-03-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

I'm smiling :)
& i love it. Thanks :D

2009-03-11T17:46:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow proj presentation.
We totally haven't practiced yet...
So maybe do during recess tmr...Idk.

Today, I found an excuse to leave. To leave before school.
I went to deliver cl hw to dai lao shi's shelf.
Actually,
I was going to wait for you all...
But seeing that you all don't really care...I decided to leave first.
Maybe you all DO care about me.
However, from the angle that I'm seeing at, maybe all this is just a lie...
You words, actions, everything.

Ashleigh keeps saying that it's ok.
I lose you all then lose. I can always make new friends.
But I can't give this friendship up anyway. You all cheer me up.
Now,
I don't really know who I can trust...:(
I've always been dependent on my friends since young.
I can never stand alone.
Trust me, I know myself.

Don't worry, it's not you that I'm referring to, SC & WQ.

SORRY. I GUESS I WAS TOO EMOTIONAL.
Everything's alright now :)

2009-03-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SU CHEN :)

I think I know what to buy for Victoria[for her bday] alr!
Kay. Yeah. I don't know what to write...
I have a lot of things to write,
but here's not the right place. Not the right time either.
:((
Sometimes I wish I can quickly go into Sec School...
& renew my life.
But then I also wish that I can forever stay in TNS,
with friends that appreciates me...